Seams

[00:00.41] Maybe I should get some help

[00:02.65] I really fucking hate myself

[00:05.16] I’m looking for some validation

[00:07.90] To fill the things I never felt

[00:10.15] Lately it’s all been the same

[00:12.65] Waking up to pouring rain

[00:15.16] Spend the days just locked inside

[00:17.91] Finding ways to numb the pain

[00:21.65] My therapist said I should start writing

[00:26.40] I always forget the days that I’m hiding

[00:31.41] I need it on paper just to remind me

[00:35.65] Haven’t seen anyone for weeks

[00:37.65] haven’t been able to sleep at all

[00:50.90] Maybe I should get some rest

[00:53.40] I’m caving into all the stress

[00:55.65] I feel my body shutting down

[00:58.40] I feel the hands around my neck

[01:00.91] Today I made another scar

[01:03.40] I got the urge to crash my car

[01:05.90] 65 right off a bridge

[01:08.40] I know these things tear you apart

[01:12.41] My therapist gave me some prescriptions

[01:17.16] But maybe I need a little attention

[01:22.40] Maybe I need divine intervention

[01:25.80] But I’m just hanging by a string

[01:28.05] coming unraveled at the seams but I

[01:32.55] I put a lock on my heart, threw away the keys

[01:37.06] You can tear me apart just to watch me bleed

[01:42.30] All you’ll find is a hole of what used to be

[01:45.41] I gave every piece of me and now my chest is left empty

[02:12.16] Maybe I should get some help

[02:16.41] I know I need a little help

[02:19.41] Before I fucking lose myself