"Worship What I Hate"

[00:13.43] I keep looking at myself in the mirror

[00:16.83] Hopin' it will change

[00:20.08] And I keep wishing for a brand-new body

[00:23.20] That I didn't have to blame

[00:26.67] I'm seein' every flaw, like a failure

[00:30.17] I'm usin' every cure, like a savior

[00:33.41] Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt

[00:36.82] When it really needs grace

[00:39.58] I gave all my time to nothin'

[00:46.20] I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'

[00:53.59] My fears, they took up space

[00:56.85] My eyes couldn't look away

[00:59.72] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[01:07.01] Half a bottle of red just before bed

[01:10.37] Is the only way I dream

[01:13.61] Before I really wake up

[01:15.86] The first thing I touch is a button on a screen

[01:20.36] I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around

[01:24.29] I'm guilty of stayin' and just checkin' out

[01:27.43] Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out

[01:30.81] On what's in front of me

[01:33.43] 'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'

[01:40.29] I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'

[01:47.54] My fears, they took up space

[01:51.04] My eyes couldn't look away

[01:53.92] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[02:00.80] Why do the lies feel like the truth?

[02:04.04] Why do I do the things I do?

[02:07.55] Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?

[02:13.94] 'Cause I gave so much time to nothing

[02:20.93] I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'

[02:28.24] My fears, they took up space

[02:31.49] My eyes couldn't look away

[02:34.24] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[02:41.11] I didn't even realize (Realize)

[02:44.62] I didn't even realize (Realize)

[02:47.85] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[02:54.70] Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

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[03:20.95] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)

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[03:33.69] Didn't even realize, no (Ooh-ooh-ooh)

[03:40.59] Didn't even realize, didn't know (Ooh-ooh-ooh)

[03:48.06] (Ooh-ooh-ooh) Mmm, yeah (Ooh-ooh-ooh)

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