Brutal

[00:13.43] I want it to be like, messy

[00:22.20] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.68] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.45] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.43] Of who likes me, and who hates you

[00:29.44] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.19] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.18] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:35.18] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited

[00:37.18] And I'm so sick of seventeen

[00:38.93] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:40.94] If someone tells me one more time

[00:43.20] "Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry

[00:44.68] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.68] I'm anxious and nothing can help

[00:48.68] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.43] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.68] All I did was try my best

[00:54.68] This the kinda thanks I get?

[00:56.43] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:00.45] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.45] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.18] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.19] God, it's brutal out here

[01:17.19] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.93] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.68] I only have two real friends

[01:21.68] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.43] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.25] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.26] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart

[01:29.50] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.25] All I did was try my best

[01:33.25] This the kinda thanks I get?

[01:35.26] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:39.25] They say these are the golden years

[01:41.00] But I wish I could disappear

[01:43.25] Ego crush is so severe

[01:45.24] God, it's brutal out here

[01:52.00] (She's having a really good time)

[02:04.01] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:13.00] And God, I don't even know where to start