To My Youth

[00:26.21] At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world

[00:32.96] The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night

[00:38.70] Will I feel better if I just disappeared?

[00:44.23] I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me

[00:49.20] During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain

[00:54.73] I hated myself for not being able to receive love

[01:00.20] My mom and my dad, they’re only looking at me

[01:05.70] It’s not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away

[01:11.20] What do I do?

[01:13.95] What do I do?

[01:16.73] What do I do?

[01:19.46] What do I do?

[01:25.71] The saying time is medicine was really true for me

[01:30.96] As the days went by, I really got better

[01:36.46] But sometimes, when I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again

[01:42.21] I’m afraid that someone will take away this happiness

[01:47.20] Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful

[01:52.71] I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn’t go away

[01:58.20] My friends, all these people, they’re only looking at me

[02:03.72] This isn’t how I really am but I keep getting farther away

[02:12.20] But still, maybe I can be

[02:18.50] A bright light in this world

[02:22.75] Maybe after all of that pain

[02:26.50] I can shortly shine a light

[02:34.24] So I couldn’t give up

[02:37.27] I couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night

[02:45.02] Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this

[02:51.79] I will find myself

[03:18.27] How painful must it have been?

[03:23.78] How painful must it have been?

[03:29.06] How high must my hopes have been?