Popular Monster
[00:05.69] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:08.23] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:10.95] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:13.98] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:17.19] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:19.69] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:22.71] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:25.44] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
[00:29.19] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:31.44] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:34.47] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:37.44] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[00:44.94] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[00:48.70] I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:51.95] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[01:00.45] I'm a popular, popular monster
[01:09.70] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:12.19] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:14.95] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:17.96] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:20.95] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:23.69] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:26.94] But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:29.44] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:33.19] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:35.19] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:38.19] And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:41.20] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:45.20] I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:47.70] Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:50.44] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:54.70] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[02:00.70] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:04.69] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:07.69] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:15.69] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[02:19.44] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
[02:30.69] We're sick and tired of wondering
[02:33.44] Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:36.44] We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:39.44] So the question I ask is
[02:41.44] Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
[02:44.69] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[03:01.45] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:03.94] I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:07.21] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:15.45] I'm not a popular, popular monster
[03:23.21] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:27.44] I'm a popular, popular monster
