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[00:12.92] I want it to be like, messy

[00:21.64] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.67] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.66] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.64] Of who likes me, and who hates you

[00:29.40] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.40] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.39] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:35.14] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited

[00:37.16] And I'm so sick of seventeen

[00:39.12] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:41.17] If someone tells me one more time

[00:42.90] "Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry

[00:44.89] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.90] I'm anxious and nothing can help

[00:48.63] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.63] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.65] All I did was try my best

[00:54.68] This the kinda thanks I get?

[00:56.40] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:00.15] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.16] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.16] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.13] God, it's brutal out here

[01:16.14] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.65] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.67] I only have two real friends

[01:21.61] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.66] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.41] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.41] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart

[01:29.41] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.42] All I did was try my best

[01:33.38] This the kinda thanks I get?

[01:35.14] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:38.91] They say these are the golden years

[01:40.90] But I wish I could disappear

[01:42.87] Ego crush is so severe

[01:44.91] God, it's brutal out here

[01:51.92] (She's having a really good time)

[02:03.77] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:12.98] And God, I don't even know where to start