Its not the same anymore
[00:08.00] I'll keep the picture saved in a safe place
[00:11.99] Wow, I look so weird here, my face has changed now
[00:19.00] It's a big shame
[00:24.15] So many feelings struggling to leave my mouth
[00:29.17] And it's not that rare for me
[00:31.16] To let myself down in a big way
[00:39.41] But I had enough time and
[00:41.57] I found enough reason
[00:43.45] To accept that
[00:45.12] It's not the same anymore
[00:49.11] I lost the joy in my face
[00:51.11] My life was simple before
[00:53.11] I should be happy of course
[00:57.11] But things just got much harder
[00:59.11] Now it's just hard to ignore
[01:01.37] It's not the same anymore
[01:09.36] It's not the same anymore
[01:13.37] It's not the same but
[01:15.38] It's not a shame 'cause
[01:17.36] I spent a long time putting up with people
[01:21.38] Putting on my best face
[01:23.61] It's only normal when you start things in the wrong way
[01:27.62] It's only 4 o'clock and still it's been a long day
[01:31.61] I just wanna hit the hay
[01:33.36] People knocking on me like everyday
[01:35.87] I'm tired of taking stress
[01:37.61] If only there could be another way
[01:39.77] I'm tired of feeling suppressed
[01:42.04] And when they want me the most
[01:43.96] I'm tired of acting like I care but I do
[01:49.21] And I can't wait to hit the bed
[01:52.05] But tomorrow makes me scared 'cause
[01:54.13] It's not the same anymore
[01:58.65] I lost the joy in my face
[02:00.41] My life was simple before
[02:02.63] I should be happy of course
[02:06.38] But things just got much harder
[02:08.64] Now it's just hard to ignore
[02:10.89] It's not the same anymore
[02:18.88] It's not the same anymore
[02:26.38] Oh
[02:34.14] Oh
[02:39.27] I kept the feelings inside
[02:43.67] I open up when shit gets built up this high
[02:47.61] She makes it easy to cry
[02:51.80] The words fall out of me and there's no more disguise
[02:56.27] I miss the days when I was someone else
[03:00.27] I used to be so hungry
[03:02.28] Right now my stomach's full as hell
[03:07.02] And I've spent many months
[03:09.03] Just hating on myself
[03:11.28] I can't keep wishing things would be different
[03:14.03] Or leaving problems on the shelf
[03:16.54] I wish I didn't need to get help but I do
[03:23.52] But I do, oh
[03:37.14] I been so hard on myself, yeah
[03:45.89] Even my family can tell
[03:47.31] And they barely saw what I felt
[03:49.59] I wouldn't wish this on my enemy or anyone else
[03:54.03] It's not the same
[03:58.03] (It's not the same, it's not the same)
[04:02.03] It's not the same as before
[04:04.21] It's not the same anymore
[04:07.19] And it's fine because
[04:42.89] I've learned so much from before
[04:46.89] Now I'm not short on advice
[04:48.90] There's no excuses at all
[04:50.91] No point in feeling upset
[04:52.89] Won't take my place on the floor
[04:55.14] I'll stand up straight like I'm tall
[04:59.14] It's up to me, no one else
[05:01.14] I'm doing this for myself
[05:03.24] It's not the same anymore
[05:06.39] It's better, it got better
[05:12.15] It's not the same anymore
[05:14.57] It's better, yeah, yeah
