Olivia Rodrigo - brutal

[00:13.42] I want it to be like, messy

[00:21.42] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.40] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.41] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.17] Of who likes me, and who hates you

[00:29.17] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.15] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.16] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:34.92] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited

[00:37.15] And I'm so sick of seventeen

[00:38.90] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:40.92] If someone tells me one more time

[00:42.65] "Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry

[00:44.65] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.65] I'm anxious and nothing can help

[00:48.41] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.40] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.90] All I did was try my best

[00:54.42] This the kinda thanks I get?

[00:56.41] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:00.40] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.15] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.15] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.16] God, it's brutal out here

[01:16.13] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.66] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.66] I only have two real friends

[01:21.42] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.42] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.17] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.16] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart

[01:29.16] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.41] All I did was try my best

[01:35.16] This the kinda thanks I get?

[01:35.44] Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)

[01:38.91] They say these are the golden years

[01:40.93] But I wish I could disappear

[01:42.65] Ego crush is so severe

[01:44.92] God, it's brutal out here

[01:51.92] (She's having a really good time)

[02:03.88] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:12.91] And God, I don't even know where to start