Feel Better
[00:09.61] I don't wanna feel better
[00:12.11] No one's ever gonna love me like that again
[00:14.85] I don't wanna get over you
[00:17.63] I wanna sit with you in bed
[00:20.39] I don't wanna feel better
[00:23.11] I'd give anything to miss you again
[00:25.86] I don't wanna get over it
[00:28.35] I wanna get under it instead
[00:32.95] A book sits on top of clean and messy blankets
[00:35.28] On a bed that fucking creaks at night when I get in it late
[00:37.61] And late at night I'm chugging gatorade
[00:39.12] And someone's breaking up
[00:40.36] And I crack up because I know I'll never know just what to say
[00:43.37] I'm a communist a terrorist a MPDG thot
[00:45.86] Or I'm a sad girl in a dorm room
[00:47.37] Living out the shitty christian plot of
[00:48.86] Twilight or the Bible or the Lover by Duras
[00:51.39] Or I'm just really fucking selfish and really fucking lost
[00:53.88] But someone loved me
[00:55.12] Someone fucking loved me
[00:56.36] Someone fucking loved me and I fucking loved them too
[00:58.72] God dammit I was worth something
[01:00.96] I fucking learned something
[01:02.21] I had my cake
[01:02.97] I ate it
[01:03.71] It ate me too
[01:04.97] And god no
[01:07.47] I don't wanna feel better
[01:18.69] I don't wanna feel better
[01:20.78] I'd give anything to miss you again
[01:23.53] I don't wanna get over it
[01:26.28] I wanna rip it to shreds
[01:30.03] We kept our liquor in a suitcase underneath my bed
[01:32.39] And we drank it to go out or to stay in or to feel sad
[01:35.11] But in a hot way in
[01:36.20] A way I'll fucking never have again
[01:37.94] The sun has begun to set
[01:40.94] I'm a socialist Marxist libertarian slut
[01:43.28] I am an awkward teenaged virgin
[01:45.27] And I sorta kinda laugh a lot in bed
[01:46.62] But other times I cry or don't make noise at all
[01:49.12] I'd give my life to have a room that feels that small
[01:51.61] Someone loved me
[01:52.62] Someone fucking loved me
[01:54.11] Someone fucking loved me I loved them too
[01:56.36] God dammit I was worth something
[01:58.36] I fucking earned something
[01:59.61] I had a right to die a right to live and a right to choose too
[02:02.61] And god no
[02:04.36] Of course I don't wanna feel better
[02:07.73] Can you fucking imagine
[02:15.56] No one's ever gonna love me like that again
[02:18.31] I don't wanna get over it
[02:21.07] I wanna rip the stars to shreds
[02:24.08] I don't wanna feel better
[02:35.82] I mean of course it hurt
[02:36.66] Of course it fucking hurt
[02:37.67] It hurt like nothing in the world sometimes
[02:39.15] And I was super scared
[02:40.40] And we were all a train wreck but also somehow making it
[02:43.19] I think I might've died there twice
[02:44.91] And I would do it all again
[02:46.41] I'm a nihilist a soldier an OCD machine
[02:49.18] Or I'm a healthy baby girl who traded
[02:50.65] Sunshine for disease
[02:51.90] But when my head hit my cheap pillow
[02:53.40] I could tell I had a heart
[02:54.68] And I wanna tear this fascist milky way apart
[02:57.40] Because someone loved me
[02:58.40] Someone fucking loved me
[02:59.91] On my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew
[03:02.41] God dammit I was worth something
[03:04.16] I fucking learned something
[03:05.66] And it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food
[03:11.51] I guess I loved you
[03:12.34] I guess I really loved you
[03:13.59] On my filthy life I love someone I barely knew
[03:16.34] And now you're over there
[03:17.59] And I'm way over here
[03:19.09] What am I gonna do
