Lost

[00:15.22] Look

[00:17.12] Self-awareness, pride's a coat, and yes, I like to wear it

[00:19.87] Buttoned up, don't like to let no air in

[00:21.87] With a pair of gloves that I hope doesn't perish

[00:24.13] I discovered, though, when I get holes in them

[00:25.87] And I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits

[00:28.12] My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot

[00:29.87] Just repeating lyrics, I can barely bear it when I'm lost

[00:33.22] Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel

[00:36.12] Aren't we all searchin' for the serum

[00:38.37] That could help us breathe and leave our state of peril?

[00:40.37] All of us have made defensive scarecrows

[00:42.37] That we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes

[00:44.37] When they scare away the things that we should cherish

[00:46.37] 'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit the fear is that we're lost

[00:49.12] Yeah, but what does it matter? I get so combative

[00:51.13] Inside of me's a personal canvas, the paint can be splattered

[00:53.62] Get messy when I start to get rattled

[00:55.12] The heart of a savage, I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows

[00:56.63] But somethin' don't add up, I don't wanna be overdramatic

[00:58.37] But look at the data, it's obvious that humans are fragile

[01:00.62] We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out

[01:02.63] But the fact is we need someone that'll be honest when we fly off the handle

[01:04.62] I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel

[01:06.87] Keep my wits, been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle

[01:08.88] My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value

[01:11.13] I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle

[01:13.12] I like to row against the current, that's the way that I travel

[01:15.12] Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel

[01:17.14] Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level

[01:18.87] I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah

[01:22.35] I'd love to pack arenas and all

[01:23.37] But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts

[01:25.37] And put the reins on 'em, show 'em I'm the one that's the boss

[01:27.37] And pull 'em back when they get out of hand, I'm breakin' they jaws

[01:29.38] I'm takin' the flaws that told me I could never evolve

[01:31.37] Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em, "Oh, you think you're in charge?"

[01:33.62] You oughta know better, ain't no way around it, I'm flawed

[01:36.10] The traits that I want, they say I can't afford what it cost

[01:37.87] But I (I), manifested this

[01:39.65] Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons, kids

[01:41.88] Take the worst and try to make the best of it

[01:43.88] 'Cause when you fail, just know that it's a test and if

[01:45.88] You can learn to pick yourself back up again

[01:47.88] And train your brain to not be such a pessimist

[01:50.12] It's okay to make mistakes, just don't forget that

[01:52.12] There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost

[01:55.62] Yeah

[01:57.87] When I'm lost

[01:59.88] When I'm lost (lost)

[02:05.90] When I'm lost

[02:07.87] When I'm lost (lost), lost

[02:11.14] Wow, these burdens are heavy

[02:13.12] And I'm hopin' it don't bury me

[02:14.87] I used to be joyful and skip so merrily

[02:16.87] But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully

[02:18.88] My mind left and it's nowhere to be found

[02:22.08] Am I a big old parody?

[02:23.12] 'Cause it's no fair to me

[02:24.37] And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy

[02:26.88] Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins

[02:28.87] I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends

[02:31.12] And if I ever take an L, then they might grin

[02:33.19] And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in

[02:35.19] So when it comes to anybody, there's no trust for no one

[02:37.44] Man, so what? My whole plan's to go nuts

[02:39.70] My shoulders ready for more shrugs, I'm gon' judge

[02:41.39] Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love (hold up)

[02:43.63] My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on

[02:46.37] Yes, that's a reward, I'm actually bored with having a sore heart

[02:49.12] It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore (now hol' up)

[02:51.88] I was livin' so oblivious with millions, it really was a pity, huh? (A pity, huh?)

[02:55.62] It's kinda funny what a penny does, mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck)

[02:59.62] Life's got me by the neck, with a blade against it (what?)

[03:02.14] 'Cause I was runnin' late for the train and missed it (what?)

[03:03.87] The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance (what?)

[03:05.87] So I'ma act out like a raging misfit (what?)

[03:07.87] And every verse I lay gon' stay sadistic (yeah)

[03:10.38] You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific (good)

[03:12.12] You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed

[03:14.13] You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I

[03:16.62] Yeah, manifested this

[03:18.37] Do not treat me like some adolescent kid

[03:20.37] I am praying to the Lord with the book of James

[03:23.13] Hopin' he gon' add my testament

[03:24.38] This dark cloud, that's my residence

[03:26.62] Demons knockin', I don't have to let 'em in

[03:28.64] I done made mistakes, day to day, you probably can't relate

[03:31.59] I just ain't the same when I'm lost

[03:34.37] Yeah

[03:36.38] When I'm lost (when I'm, yeah)

[03:40.87] When I'm lost (lost)

[03:44.38] When I'm lost

[03:46.62] When I'm lost (lost), lost