Numb pt2

[00:02.48] Yeah

[00:23.73] I haven’t spoke about these feelings and I think I need to

[00:26.22] I see people say they’re happy, but their smile is see-through

[00:29.23] I hear people say they love me, but I don’t believe you

[00:31.72] That’s just what happens when the one that kept you living leaves you

[00:34.98] See, I’m just scared I’ll never love again

[00:37.21] Why can’t you put it past us and love me for who I am?

[00:39.98] I’m startin’ to feel like I’ve been gettin’ closer to my sins

[00:43.22] And this devil on my shoulder is the only thing that lives, but

[00:45.97] There was times I would feel too deep, I would start to panic

[00:49.22] And the people I gave my all to would take advantage

[00:51.96] See, you called me crazy, but I pick up every time it rings

[00:55.72] When you say that you hate me, I just don’t understand it

[00:58.72] Maybe I’m too damaged, maybe I’m too broken

[01:00.48] Maybe I’m losin’ myself or maybe I’m just hopeless

[01:04.23] It’s like we live inside a world where we can’t show emotions

[01:06.73] Like the ones that hurt us most are who we hold the closest (Are who we hold the closest)

[01:09.47] And I just feel like there’s nowhere else to run (Nowhere else to run)

[01:12.48] I’m scared of seein’ mirrors ’cause I hate who I become (I hate who I become)

[01:14.97] I can never find a reason why I’m just so hard to love

[01:17.72] But I can find a thousand reasons why I’m loadin’ up this gun, look

[01:20.47] These days I need to be alone, but I hate bein’ lonely (I hate bein’ lonely)

[01:23.72] And I hate the new me, but I don’t miss the old me

[01:26.97] Still damaged by the empty love you tried to show me

[01:29.72] ‘Cause I wasn’t the only one, it was your one and only

[01:32.73] And my family don’t look at me the same

[01:35.21] They look at me like we don’t share the same blood in our veins

[01:37.96] They look at me like I’m different when they’re the ones who changed, or

[01:41.21] Maybe I was too distant, too stuck in my ways (Too stuck in my ways), fuck

[01:44.22] I hope God hears me, no one’s prayin’ for me

[01:46.22] Your eyes tell me everything you’re scared of sayin’ to me

[01:47.72] My heart is growin’ cold, but you would never know

[01:52.71] I learned to love these scars by forgivin’ those who gave ’em to me

[01:55.97] Certain people will never get who I am (Never get who I am)

[01:58.96] Sometimes you have to listen to silence to understand (Silence to understand)

[02:01.21] Wore my heart on my sleeve and I put my life in your hands

[02:04.71] Did all I could, you still made me feel like less than a man (Made me feel like less than a man)

[02:07.45] We always seem to run from those that love us the most

[02:09.71] We never open up because we’re scared to get close

[02:12.47] We runnin’ from the past and

[02:13.96] We numb ourselves, hopin’ that it last ’cause

[02:16.72] You left me when I needed you most

[02:18.70] I said, we always seem to run from those that love us the most

[02:20.96] We never open up because we’re scared to get close

[02:22.21] We runnin’ from the past and

[02:24.46] We numb ourselves, hopin’ that it last

[02:28.46] We just hopin’ that it last (Hopin’ that it last)