this is me trying

[00:00.14] •••

[00:28.68] I've been having a hard time adjusting

[00:32.04] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting

[00:35.58] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

[00:39.08] I have a lot of regrets about that

[00:42.72] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

[00:46.35] Could've followed my fears all the way down

[00:49.72] And maybe I don't quite know what to say

[00:52.46] But I'm here in your doorway

[00:54.72] I just wanted you to know

[00:57.97] That this is me trying

[01:01.85] I just wanted you to know

[01:05.00] That this is me trying

[01:07.12] •••

[01:24.86] They told me all of my cages were mental

[01:28.47] So I got wasted like all my potential

[01:32.16] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

[01:35.53] I have a lot of regrets about that

[01:38.91] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

[01:42.79] Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here

[01:46.28] Pourin' out my heart to a stranger

[01:48.92] But I didn't pour the whiskey

[01:51.17] I just wanted you to know

[01:54.41] That this is me trying

[01:58.17] I just wanted you to know

[02:01.54] That this is me trying

[02:05.65] At least I'm trying

[02:08.26] •••

[02:20.79] And it's hard to be at a party

[02:23.29] When I feel like an open wound

[02:25.29] It's hard to be anywhere these days

[02:27.18] When all I want is you

[02:28.93] You're a flashback in a film reel

[02:30.53] On the one screen in my town

[02:33.39] And I just wanted you to know

[02:36.76] That this is me trying (Maybe I don't quite know what to say)

[02:40.78] I just wanted you to know

[02:43.87] That this is me trying

[02:47.99] At least I'm trying