Bleeding In The Snow
[00:21.90] I've tried and tried
[00:22.66] But I can’t find
[00:23.66] The comfort for the pain
[00:25.65] I've tried to use the chemicals
[00:27.41] To wash it all away
[00:29.16] Round and round
[00:29.90] When I come down
[00:30.90] And everything's the same
[00:32.91] I can’t defeat the cycle
[00:34.41] I can't defeat the shame
[00:36.40] I've become the only one
[00:38.16] Who tears apart my dreams
[00:40.16] I can't control the fear
[00:41.65] I'll have to flee the scene
[00:43.90] Imitate a damaged world
[00:45.66] Never feel the pain
[00:47.66] Throw myself away
[00:51.16] When will I let go?
[00:56.41] I'm bleeding in the snow
[00:59.40] Will I let go?
[01:03.66] It's all I've ever known
[01:06.65] I’m terrified
[01:08.16] I’ll never be
[01:11.41] Who I'm meant to be
[01:14.90] Who I’m meant to be
[01:24.16] Kill myself once again!
[01:25.91] Just 'cause I'm afraid!
[01:27.91] Why am I living
[01:29.40] A lie, a charade?!
[01:31.40] I cannot feel the grief inside!
[01:33.16] Never ending suicide!
[01:35.15] Why am I alive?
[01:38.66] When will I let go?
[01:43.91] I'm bleeding in the snow
[01:47.16] Will I let go?
[01:51.40] It’s all I've ever known
[01:54.16] I'm terrified
[01:55.66] I'll never be
[01:58.65] Who I'm meant to be
[02:02.40] Who I'm meant to be
[02:05.91] I convince myself I'm strong
[02:12.91] Till the feelings overwhelm
[02:18.85] I'm on my knees
[02:21.86] Admitting I am weak
[02:25.10] Oh, God
[02:27.35] Please set me free somehow
[02:37.35] When will I let go?
[02:41.85] I'm bleeding in the snow
[02:45.10] Will I let go?!
[02:49.60] It's all I've ever known
[02:52.35] I'm terrified
[02:53.85] I'll never be
[02:56.85] Who I'm meant to be
[03:01.85] Who I'm meant to be
[03:04.35] Who I'm meant to be
[03:09.11] Meant to be
[03:11.60] Who I'm meant to be
[03:16.61] To be...
