Social stamina

[00:02.65] I lost touch with all my friends

[00:04.65] I'm in bed by ten PM, I have no social stamina

[00:10.91] I cancel on all my plans, I commit then I don't answer

[00:16.16] I can't keep up with anyone

[00:20.44] Now I'm a desert island, I know

[00:21.94] I push away until I'm alone

[00:24.66] When did I become someone no one loves?

[00:28.91] Now I'm a broken record, it shows

[00:30.69] All I ever say is "no"

[00:33.44] When did I become someone I don't love?

[00:38.19] Now I don't know, I don't know, who I am

[00:43.19] How did I turn into a person who I can't stand?

[00:51.94] How did I let it get this bad?

[00:57.66] Now I can't go back, now I'm all I have

[01:04.44] And I don't know, I don't know who I am

[01:12.44] Trigger warnings in my mind

[01:14.19] I'm so vulnerable at night, so I watch romantic comedies

[01:21.19] But happy couples make me cry

[01:22.94] I can't find someone in real life

[01:25.19] Always feel like something's wrong with me

[01:30.19] Now I'm a desert island, I know

[01:31.69] I push away until I'm alone

[01:33.94] When did I become someone no one loves?

[01:39.44] Now I don't know, I don't know, who I am

[01:43.94] How did I turn into a person who I can't stand?

[01:53.00] How did I let it get this bad?

[01:59.25] Now I can't go back, now I'm all I have

[02:04.94] And I don't know, I don't know who I am

[02:09.94] And I don't know, I don't know who I am

[02:14.69] Now I don't know, I don't know who I am

[02:18.69] And I don't know, I don't know who I am

[02:22.65] Now I don't know, I don't know who I am

[02:27.44] And I don't know, I don't know who I am