Brutal

[00:12.12] I want it to be, like, messy

[00:20.23] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.75] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.48] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.49] Of who likes me and who hates you

[00:29.38] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.26] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.01] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:35.17] 'Cause who am I if not exploited?

[00:37.18] And I'm so sick of seventeen

[00:39.17] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:40.83] If someone tells me one more time

[00:42.83] "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry

[00:44.57] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.58] I'm anxious, and nothing can help

[00:48.49] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.49] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.64] All I did was try my best

[00:54.26] This the kinda thanks I get?

[00:56.52] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

[01:00.02] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.27] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.15] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.15] God, it's brutal out here

[01:10.92] (Yeah)

[01:15.65] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.53] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.54] I only have two real friends

[01:21.43] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.53] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.53] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.42] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart

[01:29.16] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.04] All I did was try my best

[01:33.19] This the kinda thanks I get?

[01:35.19] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

[01:38.81] They say these are the golden years

[01:40.82] But I wish I could disappear

[01:42.81] Ego crush is so severe

[01:44.71] God, it's brutal out here

[01:50.20] (Yeah)

[01:51.07] (Just havin' a really good time)

[02:03.37] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:12.61] And God, I don't even know where to start