Breaking the habits

[00:19.55] Memories consume

[00:21.06] Like opening the wound

[00:24.04] I'm picking me apart again

[00:25.55] You all assume

[00:30.32] I'm safe here in my room

[00:32.80] Unless I try to start again

[00:35.54] I don't want to be the one

[00:39.06] The battles always choose

[00:41.05] 'Cause inside I realize

[00:43.79] That I'm the one confused

[00:45.80] I don't know what's worth

[00:48.55] fighting for

[00:49.77] Or why I have to scream

[00:50.80] I don't know why I instigate

[00:53.01] And say what I don't mean

[00:54.78] I don't know how I got this way

[00:58.02] I know it's not alright

[00:59.53] So I'm breaking the habit

[01:03.53] I'm breaking the habit tonight

[01:11.55] Clutching my cure

[01:18.27] I tightly lock the door

[01:21.27] I try to catch my breath again

[01:23.55] I hurt much more

[01:28.78] Than anytime before

[01:31.27] I had no options left again

[01:32.52] I don't want to be the one

[01:36.52] The battles always choose

[01:38.53] 'Cause inside I realize

[01:41.27] That I'm the one confused

[01:43.54] I don't know what's worth

[01:46.28] fighting for

[01:47.53] Or why I have to scream

[01:49.01] I don't know why I instigate

[01:50.77] And say what I don't mean

[01:52.52] I don't know how I got this way

[01:55.53] I'll never be alright

[01:57.02] So I'm breaking the habit

[02:01.04] I'm breaking the habit tonight

[02:05.78] I'll paint it on the walls

[02:12.02] 'Cause I'm the one at fault

[02:16.56] I'll never fight again

[02:20.27] And this is how it ends

[02:25.77] I don't know what's worth

[02:29.07] fighting for

[02:30.26] Or why I have to scream

[02:31.53] But now I have some clarity

[02:33.27] To show you what I mean

[02:35.27] I don't know how I got this way

[02:38.02] I'll never be alright

[02:39.28] So I'm breaking the habit

[02:45.02] I'm breaking the habit

[02:48.57] I'm breaking the habit tonight