Sweet Hibiscus Tea

[00:00.16] Here's the thing, I can't do anything right

[00:05.41] Try as I absolutely, totally might

[00:09.91] The bones are melting, the skeleton is ash

[00:11.91] The clavicle detaches and falls with a deafening crash

[00:19.15] And I'm not your protagonist

[00:22.16] I'm not even my own

[00:23.66] I don't know anything

[00:25.16] I don't even know what I don't know

[00:28.66] And if you look outside you'll see

[00:31.16] Disintegrating trees

[00:33.16] The artificial way the sunlight bounces

[00:36.16] Off the waxy leaves

[00:37.64] My heart catches on every thorn

[00:40.15] You're already halfway out the door

[00:43.16] And I've never looked so old

[00:46.16] And I have never been so cold

[00:48.91] And it is 85 degrees

[00:51.66] I don't know what I need

[01:04.15] There's lukewarm herbal mango sweet hibiscus tea

[01:16.90] On the hot garbage pile in which I fucking sleep

[01:23.40] The walls are empty it's so ugly I could

[01:26.40] Burn the whole place down

[01:27.91] It wouldn't catch 'cause all the posters

[01:30.15] Are on their way to my hometown

[01:32.16] And I am not your protagonist

[01:34.64] I'm not even my own

[01:36.16] I don't know anything

[01:37.90] I don't even know what I don't know

[01:40.40] And if you look outside you'll see

[01:42.89] Disintegrating trees

[01:44.63] The artificial way the sunlight bounces

[01:48.90] Off the glitching leaves

[01:51.66] My wet heart catches on every thorn

[01:53.67] You're already halfway out the door

[01:54.66] And I'm so tiny and so old

[01:56.41] And God it's never been so cold

[01:59.41] And it is 85 degrees

[02:02.40] I don't know what I need