Complex Syndrome

[00:00.55] Complex syndrome

[00:02.97] Who is a laughingstock?

[00:15.15] I dread the morning, cuz I have to gaze me in the mirror

[00:18.32] Brushing my messy hair won't change it

[00:23.12] I wish it would rain. I can hide in the umbrella to cover my face

[00:27.12] Forgive me

[00:27.91] Even living is dirty and guilty

[00:31.12] It hurts, the stare like rain stings my chest

[00:35.40] I'm sick and tired of making excuses

[00:39.30] I envy that girl laughing with carefree

[00:43.66] No one listen to my words cuz I'm in the shade

[00:50.13] I wanna be loved

[00:51.44] I wanted to shine with the most beautiful smile

[00:55.51] If I could at least smile like that girl

[00:59.41] "You're not alone?" Don't make fun of me

[01:03.67] That innocent kindness will make me miserable

[01:08.29] I hope you notice

[01:11.40] I've got complex syndrome

[01:13.40] A laughingstock is me

[01:25.60] I'm afraid of tomorrow, that's why I can't sleep at night

[01:28.89] I can't stop thinking about it even that's worthless

[01:33.70] I always knew your word "cute" was a Lie

[01:37.58] Yeah, my face look like a doodle, It's disgusting, It's shameful

[01:41.79] By the time I realized it, it was too late

[01:46.00] The painful words deformed my smile

[01:49.93] I wanted to live my life pretending to be carefree

[01:54.14] Don't leave me in the shade with no one around

[02:00.62] I'm afraid of alone

[02:01.77] I wanted to smile perfectly like her

[02:05.87] It's impossible for me, I couldn't do that

[02:09.82] "You can do it?" Don't make fun of me

[02:14.16] That innocent kindness will stab me in the heart again

[02:18.93] I don't even have a place to run anymore

[02:22.00] The complex syndrome is incurable

[02:26.12] Forgive me for being a failure