Always December
[00:03.16] Snow is falling its middle July
[00:07.91] Just another day here in my mind
[00:11.16] Can't escape what's inside
[00:13.66] I've been running my whole damn life
[00:21.91] Years go by but the colors won't change
[00:26.16] Been so long since I've felt anything
[00:29.91] Feelings fading so fast
[00:32.16] Like I'm watching my own life through glass
[00:39.16] No one sees but it's always December in me
[00:46.41] No matter where I go it's pouring rain
[00:50.91] In my head seasons never change
[00:55.42] And it's killing me
[00:57.66] No one sees but it's always December in me
[01:04.66] Tried so hard to be brave
[01:07.15] But the reasons this lifе is worth living
[01:10.65] Get hard to remembеr
[01:15.40] When it's always December
[01:18.65] Black and white only colors I see
[01:23.15] Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat
[01:26.65] But I hold it all down
[01:28.90] Don't want anyone to feel this but me
[01:36.64] I'm only free from it when I'm asleep
[01:41.40] The more I think the more I feel myself sink
[01:45.14] Back to this empty place
[01:47.65] It's a nightmare I could never explain (never explain)
[01:54.65] No one sees but it's always December in me
[02:01.65] No matter where I go it's pouring rain
[02:06.14] In my head seasons never change
[02:10.90] And it's killing me
[02:13.14] No one sees but it's always December in me
[02:20.14] Tried so hard to be brave
[02:22.40] But the reasons this life is worth living
[02:26.23] Get hard to remember
[02:32.73] Can't outrun the cold
[02:35.22] When it's in my head
[02:38.23] In my head
[02:42.22] It's been getting old
[02:44.48] Wishing I was dead
[02:47.47] I was dead
[02:50.48] As this overcast suffocates me
[02:54.97] I'm done waiting on some sign of spring
[03:00.97] I would rather lay here in my bed
[03:05.22] Than have to face what lives here in my head
[03:08.73] Hell just being awake
[03:10.97] Hurts much more than I could ever explain
[03:16.23] No one sees but it's always December in me
[03:22.98] No matter where I go it's pouring rain
[03:27.48] In my head seasons never change
[03:31.98] And it's killing me
[03:34.23] No one sees but it's always December in me
[03:41.47] Tried so hard to be brave
[03:43.72] But the reasons this life is worth living
[03:47.47] Get hard to remember
[03:51.98] When it's always December
