_ORIGINAL SONG_ Cursed Night - Calliope Mori
[00:13.65] The days are blending together
[00:15.05] Pretending like I don't notice
[00:16.55] Drowning in mental fog so thick
[00:17.69] My hands might close where my throat is
[00:19.19] Not gonna rap that "I'm cursed"
[00:20.69] My words got heavy
[00:21.94] And sure enough the steady ebb-and-flow of life subsided
[00:24.33] But I wasn't ready
[00:25.34] Last night, I thought up a song but I'm too wired to hum it
[00:28.33] Inspired sight, like tunnel-vision on the life I got from it
[00:31.08] Not tired yet, right? Hah
[00:32.58] "It's fun," I'll tell ya that much
[00:34.08] Adventures oughta be remembered as such
[00:36.22] But, I'm not well
[00:37.62] Not today, not tomorrow
[00:39.26] These souls insidе my pocket are just sanity I borrow
[00:42.01] "Sayonara" to the sorrow of еternity alone? Yeah, right
[00:45.40] Part of the joke is that it's all that I've known
[00:47.65] It's justified—can't help that I romanticize your concern
[00:50.15] Now I can fantasize forever if you never say the words "Goodbye"
[00:53.90] This tainted mindset really must go free
[00:55.79] Finding someone so fuckin' wonderful when I'm just so... "me"
[00:59.17] Searching by city light
[01:00.78] You'll never find me
[01:02.04] Running through a cursed night
[01:03.92] "Do you have a death wish?"
[01:05.42] Shut the lid tight, it's complicated
[01:07.42] Could ya not look inside, it's complicated
[01:10.17] Somehow, I'm just a page in, but I've cried and I've grown
[01:12.92] To shut away the conversation of my "highs-and-lows"
[01:15.93] 自分の目で見えたいの？
[01:18.67] この絶望の美しさ
[01:21.31] Laid back in the cracks of my past, it's kinda funny
[01:23.71] Got sick of the tricking myself into thinking that others would only run from me
[01:26.46] Because, as you know, I'm Death-
[01:28.09] You heard about me?
[01:29.10] I'm kinda famous, now it's awkward...
[01:30.85] But welcome to my constant state of mind
[01:32.85] Like, could you knock first?
[01:33.74] 話せない言葉
[01:34.89] みんなの心配ごとは
[01:36.14] 耳につながらない
[01:37.13] Why is it every time your kindness is making my chest unbearably tight?
[01:39.63] But, not for the first time
[01:41.02] A terrible night for a curse
[01:42.52] But don't you worry, 'cause it hurts fine
[01:44.52] Drunk, lost, CalliP
[01:45.66] Wandering Rengoku-shi
[01:46.91] Enlighten me—is this what they call a "sunk cost fallacy"?
[01:49.91] Frightening, in spite of things I want tossed my way
[01:52.29] I'm looking everywhere at once and months are passing like days
[01:55.04] "By myself" is just better. I know I say that a lot
[01:57.79] But if somebody holds you back, then you cannot become God
[02:00.79] Lost in the night, 情けない, hostile, hostage or free
[02:03.55] These childish eyes will only show my mind what I wanna see
[02:07.05] Searching by city light
[02:08.54] You'll never find me
[02:09.79] Running through a cursed night
[02:12.04] "Do you have a death wish?"
[02:13.29] Shut the lid tight, it's complicated
[02:15.29] Could ya not look inside, it's complicated
[02:18.04] Somehow, I'm just a page in, but I've cried and I've grown
[02:20.55] To shut away the conversation of my "highs-and-lows"
[02:23.54] 自分の目で見えたいの？
[02:26.05] この絶望の美しさ
[02:34.08] Yeah, 自分の目で見えたいの？
[02:40.22] この絶望…
[02:46.35] 自分の目で見えたいの？
[02:49.24] Wanna see it?
[02:50.63] Fine, this time, look for yourself
