So many tears

[00:03.57] I shall not fear no man but God

[00:06.07] Though I walk through the valley of death

[00:08.57] I shed so many tears (if I should die before I wake)

[00:12.07] Please God walk with me (grab a nigga and take me to Heaven)

[00:15.32] Back in elementary, I thrived on misery

[00:22.82] Left me alone I grew up amongst a dyin' breed

[00:25.32] Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest

[00:27.57] Until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest

[00:30.32] Tell me can you feel me? I'm not livin" in the past, you wanna last

[00:33.82] Be tha first to blast, remember Kato

[00:36.57] No longer with us he's deceased

[00:38.32] Call on the sirens, seen him murdered in the streets

[00:40.57] Now rest in peace

[00:42.07] Is there heaven for a G? Remember me

[00:44.32] So many homies in the cemetery, shed so many tears

[00:47.07] Ah, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears

[00:52.33] Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears

[01:02.57] Now that I'm strugglin' in this business, by any means

[01:05.07] Label me greedy gettin' green, but seldom seen

[01:07.57] And fuck the world cause I'm cursed, I'm havin' visions

[01:10.32] Of leavin" here in a hearse, God can you feel me?

[01:12.57] Take me away from all the pressure, and all the pain

[01:14.82] Show me some happiness again, I'm goin' blind

[01:17.82] I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin" well

[01:20.32] I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?

[01:22.82] My life is in denial, and when I die,

[01:25.57] Baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears

[01:28.32] Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears

[01:42.57] Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears

[01:45.57] Now I'm lost and I'm weary, so many tears

[01:46.57] I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me

[01:48.82] My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer

[01:51.57] To embrace an early death, now there's nothin" left

[01:54.07] There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest

[01:56.57] I'm barely standin', bout to go to pieces, screamin' peace

[01:59.07] And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it

[02:01.82] I had my mind full of demons tryin' to break free

[02:04.57] They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin' the flame

[02:07.07] Inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game

[02:09.57] No memories, just a misery

[02:11.57] Paintin' a picture of my enemies killin" me, in my sleep

[02:14.82] Will I survive til the mo'nin, to see the sun

[02:17.82] Please Lord forgive me for my sins, cause here I come

[02:20.07] Lord, I suffered through the years (God) and shed so many tears

[02:25.32] God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears

[02:35.32] Lord knows I, tried, been a witness to homicide

[02:38.07] Seen drive-by's takin' lives, little kids die

[02:40.57] Wonder why as I walk by

[02:42.82] Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin' high

[02:45.82] This ain't the life for me, I wanna change

[02:48.57] But ain't no future right for me, I'm stuck in the game

[02:51.07] I'm trapped inside a maze

[02:52.82] See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin' crazy

[02:55.32] Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin' babies

[02:58.07] So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady

[03:00.57] Don't trust my lady, cause she's a product of this poison

[03:03.07] I'm hearin' noises, think she fuckin' all my boys, can't take no more

[03:06.57] I'm fallin' to the floor; beggin' for the Lord to let me in

[03:10.07] To Heaven's door, shed so many tears

[03:12.07] (Dear God, please let me in)

[03:13.32] Lord, I've lost so many years, and shed so many tears

[03:17.07] I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears

[03:27.07] Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears

[03:37.57] God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears