30 All Too Well (10 Minute Version)
[00:22.67] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
[00:27.67] But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:32.42] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:37.67] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[00:52.92] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:58.93] We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
[01:04.18] Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
[01:08.42] And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.43] And I know it's long gone and
[01:16.92] That magic's not here no more
[01:19.42] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
[01:24.68] Oh, oh, oh
[01:29.93] 'Cause there we are again on that little town street
[01:35.43] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.68] Wind in my hair, I was there
[01:42.43] I remember it all too well
[01:49.93] Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
[01:54.92] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[02:00.67] And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:05.93] You tell me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
[02:10.42] And you were tossing me the car keys, fuck the patriarchy
[02:15.17] Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
[02:20.67] And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
[02:25.42] He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
[02:30.92] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried
[02:33.92] Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
[02:38.17] After three months in the grave
[02:41.68] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
[02:45.92] But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[02:51.93] And I know it's long gone and
[02:54.67] There was nothing else I could do
[02:57.42] And I forget about you long enough
[02:59.93] To forget why I needed to
[03:07.93] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:13.18] We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:17.42] Down the stairs, I was there
[03:20.18] I remember it all too well
[03:28.68] And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:33.92] You kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath
[03:37.93] Sacred prayer, and we'd swear
[03:40.92] To remember it all too well, yeah
[04:03.92] Maybe we got lost in translation
[04:06.93] Maybe I asked for too much
[04:08.92] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
[04:12.18] 'Til you tore it all up
[04:14.17] Running scared, I was there
[04:16.92] I remember it all too well
[04:24.42] And you call me up again
[04:27.93] Just to break me like a promise
[04:30.17] So casually cruel in the name of being honest
[04:34.92] I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
[04:39.42] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all
[04:45.67] They say all's well that ends well
[04:48.42] But I'm in a new hell every time you double-cross my mind
[04:56.18] You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
[05:03.42] And that made me want to die
[05:06.43] The idea you had of me, who was she?
[05:09.42] A never needing ever lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
[05:16.92] Not weeping in a party bathroom
[05:19.68] Some actress asking me what happened, you, that's what happened, you
[05:28.18] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:32.42] Sipping coffee like you're on a late night show
[05:37.43] But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
[05:42.42] And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[06:00.93] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:05.68] I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
[06:10.68] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.17] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.43] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:26.42] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:31.42] You can't get rid of it
[06:33.92] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[06:42.18] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:47.42] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:51.67] It was rare, I was there
[06:54.17] I remember it all too well
[07:01.92] Wind in my hair, you were there
[07:04.42] You remember it all
[07:07.17] Down the stairs, you were there
[07:09.67] You remember it all
[07:12.68] It was rare, I was there
[07:15.17] I remember it all too well
[07:21.43] And I was never good at telling jokes but the punch line goes
[07:27.42] I'll get older but your lovers stay my age
[07:32.92] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:37.93] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:43.42] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
[07:48.92] Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
[07:53.92] Cause in this city's barren cold, I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:02.67] And how it glistened as it fell, I remember it all too well
[08:14.67] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
[08:24.92] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
[08:35.42] Just between us, I remember it (Just between us) all too well
[08:41.92] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[08:46.43] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[08:51.67] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[08:56.92] It was rare, you remember it all too well
[09:02.42] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:07.17] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:12.18] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:17.42] It was rare, you remember it
[09:22.67] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:28.68] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:32.92] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:38.17] It was rare, you remember it
[09:43.18] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:48.42] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:53.67] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:58.68] It was rare, you remember it
