Never Wanted To Be That Girl

[00:14.30] He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parkin' lot

[00:20.54] He said we both could use a beer and I said, "Hell, why not?"

[00:27.04] What started out as one night turned to six months just like that

[00:33.54] He never had a ring on so I never thought to ask

[00:40.29] But then last night I saw a message on his phone

[00:46.54] That said, "Hey, babe, what time you comin' home?"

[00:52.04] I never wanted to be that girl

[00:55.55] I never wanted to hate myself

[00:59.04] I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else

[01:05.54] Bein' the other one when there's another one

[01:09.28] God, this feels like hell

[01:12.54] Thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell

[01:18.28] I never wanted to be that girl

[01:25.79] I heard about those women who didn't have a clue

[01:32.02] The ones that made excuses like my mama used to do

[01:38.78] And he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets home

[01:45.04] And I spend half an hour goin' through his phone

[01:50.53] I never wanted to be that girl

[01:53.79] I never wanted to hate myself

[01:57.54] I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else

[02:03.79] Bein' the other one when there's another one

[02:07.78] God, this feels like hell

[02:11.04] I thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell

[02:16.53] I never wanted to be that girl

[02:29.79] Oh, and I feel stupid

[02:33.30] I feel cheap

[02:36.28] I feel used

[02:40.04] I feel weak

[02:42.79] I never wanted to be that girl

[02:45.80] I never wanted to hate myself

[02:49.52] I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else

[02:55.79] Bein' the other one when there's another one

[02:59.52] God, this feels like hell

[03:03.03] I thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell

[03:08.29] I never wanted to be that girl

[03:12.55] I never wanted to be that girl

[03:22.05] I never wanted to be that girl