All Too Well
[00:23.42] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
[00:28.42] But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:32.93] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:37.93] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[00:53.67] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:59.20] We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
[01:04.69] Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
[01:08.93] And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.68] And I know it's long gone and
[01:17.18] That magic's not here no more
[01:19.94] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
[01:24.45] Oh, oh, oh
[01:30.18] 'Cause there we are again on that little town street
[01:35.43] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.68] Wind in my hair, I was there
[01:43.42] I remember it all too well
[01:50.43] Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
[01:55.69] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[02:01.19] And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:06.43] You taught me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
[02:10.93] And you were tossing me the car keys, "fuck the patriarchy"
[02:15.43] Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
[02:20.93] And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
[02:25.69] He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
[02:31.43] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried
[02:34.18] Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
[02:38.68] After three months in the grave
[02:41.93] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
[02:46.18] But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[02:52.44] And I know it's long gone and
[02:55.43] There was nothing else I could do
[02:57.94] And I forget about you long enough
[03:00.43] To forget why I needed to
[03:08.19] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:13.42] We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:17.68] Down the stairs, I was there
[03:20.43] I remember it all too well
[03:29.18] And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:34.18] You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
[03:38.43] Sacred prayer and we'd swear
[03:40.93] To remember it all too well, yeah
[04:04.44] Well, maybe we got lost in translation
[04:07.44] Maybe I asked for too much
[04:09.43] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
[04:12.68] 'Til you tore it all up
[04:14.43] Running scared, I was there
[04:17.18] I remember it all too well
[04:25.18] And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
[04:30.68] So casually cruel in the name of being honest
[04:35.18] I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
[04:39.68] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all
[04:45.94] They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
[04:51.18] Every time you double-cross my mind
[04:56.42] You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
[05:03.44] And that made me want to die
[05:06.93] The idea you had of me, who was she?
[05:09.68] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
[05:17.18] Not weeping in a party bathroom
[05:19.93] Some actress asking me what happened, you
[05:23.94] That's what happened, you
[05:27.68] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:32.93] Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
[05:37.68] But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
[05:42.44] And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[06:01.93] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:06.43] I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
[06:11.69] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.43] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.94] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:26.68] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:32.19] You can't get rid of it
[06:34.18] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[06:42.43] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:47.68] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:52.19] It was rare, I was there
[06:54.69] I remember it all too well
[07:02.43] Wind in my hair, you were there
[07:04.93] You remember it all
[07:07.68] Down the stairs, you were there
[07:10.20] You remember it all
[07:12.69] It was rare, I was there
[07:15.43] I remember it all too well
[07:22.18] And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
[07:27.68] "I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
[07:33.43] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:38.18] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:43.68] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
[07:49.18] Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
[07:54.19] 'Cause in this city's barren cold
[07:58.17] I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:03.18] And how it glistened as it fell
[08:07.68] I remember it all too well
[08:14.93] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
[08:25.19] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
[08:35.68] Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
[08:47.93] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[08:48.92] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[08:52.19] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[08:57.18] It was rare, you remember it all too well
[09:02.93] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:07.43] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:12.18] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:17.92] It was rare, you remember it
[09:22.93] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:28.18] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:33.43] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:38.43] It was rare, you remember it
[09:44.43] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:49.67] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:54.43] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:57.94] It was rare, you remember it
