Sick Joke
[00:14.63] Don't wake me up
[00:20.38] It's the best that I've felt in weeks
[00:23.88] And to be completely honest
[00:27.63] I'd rather be happily dead or asleep
[00:31.13] Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
[00:34.38] 'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions
[00:38.13] I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
[00:42.13] Am I chasing a dream?
[00:44.02] Or am I caught in the middle of it?
[00:46.51] Sometimes I wonder
[00:50.26] If life is some sick joke
[00:54.26] Will I wake up and it's over?
[00:58.02] No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
[01:03.51] (No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
[01:10.02] And most days, it all feels the same
[01:13.76] I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain
[01:17.51] And it makes me sick, sick joke
[01:20.51] Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat
[01:25.01] And sometimes I wonder
[01:28.76] If life is some sick joke
[01:32.51] Will I wake up and it's over?
[01:36.26] No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
[01:40.51] And I'll hold on to a moment
[01:44.27] Like a sad kid to a blanket
[01:48.01] Would you tell me that I'm okay?
[01:52.01] That I'm still here and I'm not dead
[01:59.76] (No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
[02:06.76] (No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
[02:11.26] Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
[02:14.01] 'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions
[02:18.26] I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
[02:22.02] Am I chasing a dream?
[02:23.76] Or am I caught in the middle of it?
[02:41.76] And someday, I'll find you
[02:45.76] Like an old key to a locked door
[02:49.51] Is it all just some sick joke?
[02:53.26] Am I still here?
[02:55.26] 'Cause I can't tell
[02:57.76] Sometimes I wonder
[03:01.02] If life is some sick joke
[03:04.76] Will I wake up and it's over?
[03:08.77] No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
[03:12.76] And I'll hold on to a moment
[03:16.51] Like a sad kid to a blanket
[03:20.26] Would you tell me that I'm okay?
[03:24.01] That I'm still here and I'm not dead
