brutal

[00:21.64] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.63] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.63] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.41] Of who likes me and who hates you

[00:29.38] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.41] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.40] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:35.15] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited?

[00:37.15] And I'm so sick of 17

[00:39.14] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:41.13] If someone tells me one more time

[00:42.90] "Enjoy your youth, " I'm gonna cry

[00:44.90] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.89] I'm anxious and nothing can help

[00:48.90] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.65] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.65] All I did was try my best

[00:54.65] This the kind of thanks I get?

[00:56.64] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)

[01:00.13] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.38] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.40] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.13] God, it's brutal out here

[01:11.63] (Yeah!)

[01:15.90] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.89] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.90] I only have two real friends

[01:21.65] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.65] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.65] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.65] And I'm not cool and I'm not smart

[01:29.65] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.40] All I did was try my best

[01:33.40] This the kind of thanks I get?

[01:35.40] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)

[01:38.90] They say these are the golden years

[01:40.90] But I wish I could disappear

[01:43.15] Ego crush is so severe

[01:44.91] God, it's brutal out here

[01:50.64] (Yeah! Just having a really good time)

[02:03.64] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:10.39] (It's brutal out here, it's brutal out here)

[02:12.88] And God, I don't even know where to start