It's benn so long

[00:09.92] I don't know what I was thinking

[00:11.92] Leaving my child behind

[00:14.67] Now I suffer the curse

[00:16.67] Knowing now I am blind

[00:19.43] With all this anger, guilt and sadness

[00:21.92] Coming to haunt me forever

[00:24.43] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

[00:29.43] Is this revenge I am seeking

[00:31.67] Or seeking someone to avenge me?

[00:34.43] Stuck in my own paradox

[00:36.18] I wanna set myself free

[00:39.43] Maybe I should chase and find

[00:41.68] Before they'll try to stop it

[00:44.17] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

[00:49.44] It's been so long

[00:51.94] Since I last have seen my son

[00:53.68] Lost to this monster

[00:55.67] To the man behind the slaughter

[00:59.42] Since you've been gone

[01:01.68] I've been singing this stupid song

[01:03.68] So I could ponder

[01:05.70] The sanity of your mother

[01:29.67] I wish I lived in the present

[01:31.92] With the gift of my past mistakes

[01:34.18] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

[01:39.18] Your sweet little eyes

[01:41.43] Your little smile, is all I remember

[01:44.18] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

[01:49.92] Justification is killing me

[01:51.67] But killing isn't justified

[01:54.43] What happened to my son? I'm terrified

[01:59.43] It lingers in my mind

[02:01.45] And the thought keeps on getting bigger

[02:04.45] I'm sorry, my sweet baby

[02:06.43] I wish I've been there

[02:09.43] It's been so long

[02:11.93] Since I last have seen my son

[02:13.92] Lost to this monster

[02:15.67] To the man behind the slaughter

[02:19.44] Since you've been gone

[02:21.95] I've been singing this stupid song

[02:24.17] So I could ponder

[02:26.17] The sanity of your mother