- Citizen Soldier If I Surrender Official Lyric Video
[00:17.70] Lately I've been feeling so ashamed
[00:24.95] By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain
[00:30.96] 'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently
[00:37.20] I'm hanging by a thread tonight, but this time I don't wanna be saved (saved)
[00:43.46] So let me fall, let me break
[00:47.71] Under everything unsaid
[00:50.95] Just let me die 'cause I can't take
[00:54.45] Living with what's in my head
[00:57.20] If I surrender, surrender
[01:01.70] To the monsters in me
[01:04.95] If I surrender, surrender
[01:09.46] To the monsters in me
[01:11.21] Will it set me free?
[01:18.20] What's the point of holding on like this?
[01:26.45] When no one seems to care if I exist
[01:31.97] There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick
[01:36.45] So sick of hearing, I should stay when I know I would never be missed
[01:45.46] So let me fall, let me break
[01:48.96] Under everything unsaid
[01:52.21] Just let me die 'cause I can't take
[01:55.95] Living with what's in my head
[01:58.99] If I surrender, surrender
[02:02.95] To the monsters in me
[02:05.95] If I surrender, surrender
[02:09.70] To the monsters in me
[02:15.21] If you could see under my skin
[02:19.96] You'd realize why I hold it in
[02:21.71] Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
[02:25.46] Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
[02:28.70] If you could see all my abuse
[02:31.96] And spend a day inside my shoes
[02:35.45] You'd realize why I just wanna lose
[02:38.95] You'd realize why I just wanna lose
[02:40.95] Will anyone believe the hell of being me
[02:44.46] Before I decide to be the dying proof?
[02:53.47] So let me fall, let me break
[02:57.46] Under everything unsaid
[03:00.20] Just let me die 'cause I can't take
[03:03.95] Living with what's in my head
[03:06.70] If I surrender, surrender
[03:10.96] To the monsters in me
[03:13.70] If I surrender, surrender
[03:17.70] To the monsters in me
[03:20.72] Will it set me free?
