brutal

[00:13.13] I want it to be, like, messy

[00:21.64] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.39] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.38] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.38] Of who likes me and who hates you

[00:29.14] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:30.89] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:32.88] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:34.89] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited?

[00:37.14] And I'm so sick of 17

[00:39.39] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:40.88] If someone tells me one more time

[00:42.63] "Enjoy your youth, " I'm gonna cry

[00:44.63] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.64] I'm anxious and nothing can help

[00:48.63] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.63] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.39] All I did was try my best

[00:54.38] This the kind of thanks I get?

[00:56.14] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)

[01:00.14] They say these are the golden years

[01:01.89] But I wish I could disappear

[01:03.88] Ego crush is so severe

[01:05.89] God, it's brutal out here

[01:07.89] (Yeah!)

[01:16.13] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.64] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.39] I only have two real friends

[01:21.63] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.14] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.14] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.13] And I'm not cool and I'm not smart

[01:29.14] And I can't even parallel park

[01:32.39] All I did was try my best

[01:33.13] This the kind of thanks I get?

[01:34.88] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)

[01:38.64] They say these are the golden years

[01:40.64] But I wish I could disappear

[01:42.64] Ego crush is so severe

[01:44.64] God, it's brutal out here

[01:46.64] (Yeah! Just having a really good time)

[02:03.64] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:10.14] (It's brutal out here, it's brutal out here)

[02:13.64] And God, I don't even know where to start