I promise I'm trying

[00:19.28] I'm not really sure if my words make sense to you

[00:26.03] But I can't really find

[00:28.78] Any other way to form these feelings into cubes

[00:35.53] And sort them in my mind

[00:39.04] The negative thoughts go on the left

[00:44.78] And the happy things on the right

[00:49.03] And there's a little corner saved just for you

[00:58.03] Please let me know if you change your mind

[01:03.28] Cause inside I'm falling

[01:07.04] And I need you to pull me out of this decline

[01:17.54] I realize how hard on you this must seem

[01:23.78] But trust me

[01:25.54] When I say its far, far worse for me

[01:35.78] Please, please be here for me dear

[01:41.54] Cause I've never needed a friend more

[01:45.28] And I can't stress enough how much it means to me that you're trying

[01:54.78] And I don't mind if you can't hold me like you used to

[02:02.28] Cause I've never hated myself more

[02:08.03] But this is just a bump in the road and I promise I'm trying

[02:33.53] Give me a moment to get my cards in line

[02:40.28] Cause I'm still trying to figure out

[02:44.03] In what kind of order I should set them out

[02:53.53] If there was a way to explain everything without a word

[03:03.29] I'd have a full house right now without a doubt

[03:12.79] I'm trying to tear the wool from your eyes

[03:17.79] But a part of me wants to let you be

[03:24.04] Cause then you wouldn't see what I've become

[03:32.03] I'm trying to shout but no sound comes out

[03:37.03] It's like we're in a dream state

[03:39.28] But I should've woken up, woken up by now

[03:50.03] Please, please be here for me dear

[03:56.03] Cause I've never needed a friend more

[03:59.78] And I can't stress enough how much it means to me that you're trying

[04:09.28] And I don't mind if you can't hold me like you used to

[04:16.28] Cause I've never hated myself more

[04:22.53] But this is just a bump in the road and I promise I'm trying