3.-Family

[00:13.98] Taste bitter on a guilty tongue

[00:20.23] It's hard to see I'm the chosen one

[00:26.73] Fake friends with a camera phone

[00:33.23] Ugly, drunk, cold and missin' home

[00:37.98] This home of mine, I see it in my dreams

[00:43.48] But everyone looks happy, and everyone still likes me

[00:50.24] This home of mine, I miss it all the time

[00:56.23] What happened to this family? What happened to this family?

[01:03.23] I let you down

[01:05.23] Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards

[01:11.48] Being thoughtful can be so hard

[01:17.73] First 15 years I'm the favourite son

[01:23.98] Last 15 years I'm the hated one

[01:28.73] This heart of mine gets blacker all the time

[01:34.48] Affection makes me nauseous

[01:37.73] Believe me, I don't want this

[01:40.98] I hurt my blood tonight, I made my sisters cry

[01:47.48] I never say 'I love you' even though I want to

[01:53.98] I'm just my father's son, my mother's kid

[02:00.98] A shitty brother, I'm nobody's friend

[02:06.73] And this is all my fault, I only make you cry

[02:12.98] I don't deserve this family, you're better off without me

[02:19.73] 'Cause I let you down and I lost my fucking mind

[02:25.98] And everything got messy and everyone got angry

[02:32.25] I cursed my blood tonight, it happens all the time

[02:38.72] Is everyone against me? Has everyone goddamned me?

[02:44.97] What happened to this family?

[02:51.47] What happened to this family?

[02:57.47] What happened to this family?

[03:04.23] What happened to this family?

[03:25.97] Don't hate me, don't hate me

[03:32.47] Don't let me drown

[03:40.47] I hate goodbyes, so cringy I could die

[03:45.72] We only say 'I love you' 'cause that's what we're supposed to

[03:52.72] And most families lie, but I meant it every time

[03:58.47] And treat you like you're worthless, I never said I'm perfect