13.-My Funeral

[00:10.26] Imagine if I took my life

[00:12.52] Gave up on love and died tonight

[00:15.26] I wonder who would cry for me

[00:17.79] I'll never know, I'll never see

[00:20.52] But I can still pretend

[00:22.76] It's so magical to think about the end

[00:30.51] The ones I loved would blame themselves

[00:33.01] And wish that I'd reached out for help

[00:35.76] And everybody else would try

[00:38.26] To analyze my suicide

[00:41.01] Everybody wants to cry

[00:43.26] About some famous kid that died

[00:50.76] Tonight I'll light a candle and fantasize my funeral

[01:23.76] All my bitch-ass enemies

[01:26.26] Would blame themselves for killing me

[01:28.76] Confess it in a eulogy

[01:31.26] Regret the things they said to me

[01:33.76] My album would sell better

[01:36.01] And I'd probably trend on social media

[01:44.04] Everybody wants to say

[01:46.29] "I just saw him the other day"

[01:49.04] Pretend that they were close to me

[01:51.29] For thoughts and prayers and sympathy

[01:54.29] Everybody wants to be

[01:56.79] Best friends with the recently deceased

[02:04.04] Tonight I'll light a candle and fantasize my funeral

[02:37.29] I know it's not my time to go

[02:39.79] I still have so much room to grow

[02:42.29] Secretly I think about

[02:44.79] The people I can't live without

[02:47.29] There's so much hate I wish to fight

[02:49.79] So much here to keep myself alive

[02:57.54] The truth is I'm afraid of death

[03:00.04] I never could commit to that

[03:02.54] While immigrants and refugees

[03:04.54] Ride blow up rafts through deadly seas

[03:07.29] And here I am, a privileged me

[03:09.54] With no concept for suffering

[03:12.29] I think I'll shut the fuck up

[03:15.04] And donate to a charity

[04:05.65] Tonight I'll light a candle and end this stupid ritual