all too well

[00:21.39] I walked through the door with you,

[00:24.39] The air was cold

[00:26.39] But something 'bout it felt

[00:28.39] Like home somehow

[00:31.14] And i left my scarf there

[00:34.14] At your sister's house

[00:36.14] And you've still got it

[00:38.89] In your drawer, even now

[00:51.89] Oh, your sweet disposition

[00:54.89] And my wide-eyed gaze

[00:56.89] We're singing in the car,

[00:59.64] Getting lost upstate

[01:02.89] Autumn leaves falling down

[01:05.14] Like pieces into place

[01:07.39] And i can picture it

[01:09.89] After all these days

[01:12.64] And i know it's long gone and

[01:15.39] That magic's not here no more

[01:18.39] And i might be okay,

[01:20.14] But i'm not fine at all

[01:23.14] Oh, oh, oh..

[01:28.39] 'Cause there we are again

[01:30.14] On that little town street

[01:33.64] You almost ran the red

[01:35.39] 'Cause you were lookin' over at me

[01:38.14] Wind in my hair, i was there

[01:40.64] I remember it all too well

[01:48.89] Photo album on the counter,

[01:51.64] Your cheeks were turning red

[01:53.79] You used to be a little kid

[01:55.39] With glasses in a twin-sized bed

[01:59.03] And your mother's telling stories

[02:01.53] 'Bout you on the tee-ball team

[02:04.53] You taught me 'bout your past,

[02:06.53] Thinking your future was me

[02:09.03] And you were tossing me the car keys,

[02:11.78] "f-ck the patriarchy"

[02:13.78] Key chain on the ground,

[02:16.03] We were always skipping town

[02:19.28] And i was thinking on the drive down,

[02:22.29] Any time now

[02:23.53] He's gonna say it's love,

[02:26.53] You never called it what it was

[02:29.53] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried

[02:32.53] Check the pulse and come back

[02:34.53] Swearing it's the same

[02:36.78] After three months in the grave

[02:40.28] And then you wondered

[02:41.78] Where it went to as i reached for you

[02:44.53] But all i felt was shame

[02:47.28] And you held my lifeless frame

[02:50.53] And i know it's long gone and

[02:53.78] There was nothing else i could do

[02:56.28] And i forget about you long enough

[02:58.78] To forget why i needed to

[03:06.53] 'Cause there we are again

[03:08.28] In the middle of the night

[03:11.78] We're dancing 'round the kitchen

[03:13.53] In the refrigerator light

[03:16.03] Down the stairs, i was there

[03:18.78] I remember it all too well

[03:26.28] And there we are again

[03:29.03] When nobody had to know

[03:32.28] You kept me like a secret,

[03:34.28] But i kept you like an oath

[03:36.78] Sacred prayer and we'd swear

[03:39.28] To remember it all too well, yeah

[04:02.53] Well, maybe we got lost in translation

[04:05.28] Maybe i asked for too much

[04:07.78] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece

[04:10.78] 'Til you tore it all up

[04:12.78] Running scared, i was there

[04:15.53] I remember it all too well

[04:23.03] And you call me up again

[04:26.03] Just to break me like a promise

[04:29.03] So casually cruel

[04:31.03] In the name of being honest

[04:33.53] I'm a crumpled up

[04:35.28] Piece of paper lying here

[04:38.03] 'Cause i remember it all, all, all..

[04:44.03] They say all's well that ends well,

[04:47.03] But i'm in a new hell

[04:49.53] Every time you double-cross my mind

[04:54.78] You said if we had been closer

[04:57.28] In age maybe it would have been fine

[05:01.28] And that made me want to die

[05:05.28] The idea you had of me, who was she?

[05:08.03] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel

[05:11.53] Whose shine reflects on you

[05:15.28] Not weeping in a party bathroom

[05:17.53] Some actress asking me

[05:20.03] What happened, you

[05:22.53] That's what happened, you

[05:25.78] You who charmed my dad

[05:27.78] With self-effacing jokes

[05:31.28] Sipping coffee

[05:32.28] Like you're on a late-night show

[05:35.53] But then he watched me

[05:37.28] Watch the front door all night,

[05:38.78] Willing you to come

[05:41.04] And he said, "it's supposed to be fun

[05:44.03] Turning twenty-one"

[05:59.67] Time won't fly,

[06:01.42] It's like i'm paralyzed by it

[06:04.42] I'd like to be my old self again,

[06:06.92] But i'm still trying to find it

[06:09.42] After plaid shirt days

[06:11.67] And nights when you made me your own

[06:14.42] Now you mail back my things

[06:16.67] And i walk home alone

[06:20.42] But you keep my old scarf

[06:21.92] From that very first week

[06:25.17] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence

[06:27.67] And it smells like me

[06:29.67] You can't get rid of it

[06:32.42] 'Cause you remember it

[06:34.17] All too well, yeah

[06:40.80] 'Cause there we are again

[06:42.55] When i loved you so

[06:46.05] Back before you lost

[06:47.80] The one real thing you've ever known

[06:50.30] It was rare, i was there

[06:52.80] I remember it all too well

[07:00.55] Wind in my hair, you were there

[07:03.05] You remember it all

[07:05.80] Down the stairs, you were there

[07:08.30] You remember it all

[07:10.80] It was rare, i was there

[07:13.30] I remember it all too well

[07:19.94] And i was never good at telling jokes,

[07:24.19] But the punch line goes

[07:25.94] "i'll get older,

[07:27.94] But your lovers stay my age"

[07:31.69] From when your brooklyn broke

[07:34.43] My skin and bones

[07:36.44] I'm a soldier who's returning

[07:39.44] Half her weight

[07:41.94] And did the twin flame bruise

[07:44.94] Paint you blue?

[07:47.43] Just between us,

[07:48.68] Did the love affair maim you, too?

[07:52.19] 'Cause in this city's barren cold

[07:56.19] I still remember

[07:57.83] The first fall of snow

[08:01.33] And how it glistened as it fell

[08:05.83] I remember it all too well

[08:13.23] Just between us,

[08:14.48] Did the love affair maim you

[08:17.48] All too well?

[08:23.48] Just between us,

[08:24.73] Do you remember it all too well?

[08:33.73] Just between us,

[08:35.23] I remember it, all too well

[08:40.23] Wind in my hair,

[08:41.23] I was there, i was there

[08:45.23] Down the stairs,

[08:46.48] I was there, i was there

[08:50.23] Sacred prayer,

[08:51.48] I was there, i was there

[08:55.48] It was rare,

[08:56.73] You remember it all too well

[09:00.48] Wind in my hair,

[09:01.98] I was there, i was there

[09:05.73] Down the stairs,

[09:06.98] I was there, i was there

[09:10.98] Sacred prayer,

[09:12.23] I was there, i was there

[09:16.23] It was rare,

[09:17.23] You remember it

[09:20.98] Wind in my hair,

[09:22.73] I was there, i was there

[09:26.48] Down the stairs,

[09:27.73] I was there, i was there

[09:31.73] Sacred prayer,

[09:32.98] I was there, i was there

[09:36.73] It was rare,

[09:37.98] You remember it