awfultune - redesign

[00:07.73] Rain, rain go away, come again another day

[00:11.47] I wanna live forever but mental illness gets in the way

[00:15.49] I feel so compelled when mania helps itself

[00:19.47] I cut my bangs and dye my hair, I do it so well

[00:23.26] Look how beautiful it is, I am not in charge of this

[00:27.22] And when I come down, I know that I'll be pissed

[00:31.22] There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time

[00:34.97] I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied

[00:39.72] One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine

[00:43.22] I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind

[00:47.97] Don't romanticize my life

[00:53.72] I need a redesign

[01:00.48] Don't romanticize my life

[01:09.98] I, I need a redesign

[01:19.22] I have the good days, good phase, feeling like I like my face

[01:23.47] And body, taking pictures, 'cause I know I'm a hottie

[01:26.96] Then the bad days comes in waves, feelin' like I gained weight

[01:31.47] Wish I could be disembody, and be somebody else

[01:35.96] 'Cause I'm unwell, I can't control myself

[01:40.47] I'm asking for help (I'm asking for help)

[01:43.20] There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time

[01:46.96] I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied

[01:51.45] One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine

[01:55.21] I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind

[02:00.23] Don't romanticize my life

[02:05.95] I need a redesign

[02:12.45] Don't romanticize my life

[02:20.46] I (yeah), I need a redesign