If I surrender

[00:14.33] Lately I've been feeling so ashamed

[00:21.08] By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain

[00:26.83] 'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently (-ly, -ly)

[00:33.08] I'm hanging by a thread tonight but this time I don't wanna be saved (Saved)

[00:40.08] So let me fall, let me break

[00:43.58] Under everything unsaid

[00:46.58] Just let me die 'cause I can't take

[00:50.08] Living with what's in my head

[00:53.58] If I surrender, surrender

[00:57.58] To the monsters in me

[01:00.58] If I surrender, surrender

[01:04.58] To the monsters in me

[01:07.09] Will it set me free?

[01:16.34] What's the point of holding on like this?

[01:22.33] When no one seems to care if I exist

[01:28.58] There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick

[01:34.83] So sick of hearing I should stay when I know I would never be missed

[01:41.08] So let me fall, let me break

[01:44.83] Under everything unsaid

[01:48.08] Just let me die 'cause I can't take

[01:51.83] Living with what's in my head

[01:54.83] If I surrender, surrender

[01:58.83] To the monsters in me

[02:01.83] If I surrender, surrender

[02:05.58] To the monsters in me

[02:11.08] If you could see under my skin

[02:14.33] You'd realize why I hold it in

[02:17.58] Why it's a fight I don't wanna win

[02:21.08] Why it's a fight I don't wanna win

[02:25.08] If you could see all my abuse

[02:28.08] And spent a day inside my shoes

[02:31.33] You'd realize why I just wanna lose

[02:34.33] You'd realize why I just wanna lose

[02:37.58] Will anyone believe the hell of being me

[02:41.59] Before I decide to be the dying proof?

[02:49.33] So let me fall, let me break

[02:51.58] Under everything unsaid

[02:56.58] Just let me die 'cause I can't take

[03:00.08] Living with what's in my head

[03:03.08] If I surrender, surrender

[03:07.08] To the monsters in me

[03:10.08] If I surrender, surrender

[03:13.83] To the monsters in me

[03:16.58] Will it set me free?