To My Youth

[00:27.50] naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo | At some point in my life, I used to wish I would disappear from this world

[00:32.79] on sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal | The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night

[00:38.34] charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonakka | Will my mind feel at ease if I just disappeared?

[00:43.92] moduga nal baraboneun shiseoni neomuna duryeoweo | I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me

[00:48.94] areumdapge areumdapdeon geu shijeoreul nan apaseo | During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain

[00:54.47] sarangbadeul su eopseotteon naega neomuna shireoseo | I hated myself for not being able to receive love

[00:59.99] eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde | My mom and my dad, they're only looking at me

[01:05.53] nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga | It's not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away

[01:11.05] eotteokhae | What do I do?

[01:13.80] eotteokhae | What do I do?

[01:16.57] eotteokhae | What do I do?

[01:19.34] eotteokhae | What do I do?

[01:25.40] shigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal matteorago | The saying that time is medicine was really true for me

[01:30.71] haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago | As the days went by, I really did get better

[01:36.28] geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolkka bwa | But sometimes, when I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again

[01:41.83] naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogakka bwa | I'm afraid that someone will take away my happiness

[01:46.84] areumdaun areumdapdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo | Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful

[01:52.36] apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anaseo | I hurt to the point where I could hurt no more, but the pain wouldn't go away

[01:58.13] chingudeureun saramdeureun da naman baraboneunde | My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me

[02:03.41] nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga | This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away

[02:11.95] geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon

[02:14.47] naega i sesange balkeun bichirado doekka bwa | But still, maybe I can be

[02:22.74] A bright light in this world

[02:24.03] eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado

[02:28.54] jjalge bicheul naebokka bwa | Maybe after all of that pain I could shine a light even if it's short

[02:34.10] pogihal suga eopseo | So I couldn't give up

[02:37.37] harudo mam pyeoni jamdeul suga eobtteon naega | The me that couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night

[02:45.18] ireokerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon naega | Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this

[02:51.75] nal chajajulkka bwa | I might be able to find myself

[02:56.52] aaaaaaa aaaaaaa

[03:02.05] aaaaaaa aaaaaaa

[03:18.14] eolmana eolmana apasseulkka | How painful must it have been?

[03:27.50] eolmana eolmana apasseulkka | How painful must it have been?

[03:34.79] eolmana | How much

[03:36.80] eolmana baraesseulkka | How much did I hope for it