Hate Myself
[00:00.10] "Hate Myself"
[00:01.62] I don't see you like I should
[00:05.63] You look so misunderstood
[00:11.15] And I wish I could
[00:13.15] Help
[00:14.15] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:17.66] Pray to God with my arms open
[00:21.67] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[00:26.94] And I wish I could
[00:28.94] Help
[00:29.94] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:32.72] Late nights are the worst for me
[00:34.47] They bring out the worst in me
[00:35.74] Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think
[00:37.74] If this is all that I wanted,
[00:38.77] I don't want it
[00:39.32] Gotta be more for me
[00:40.36] More than core beliefs,
[00:41.36] And every morning I wake up
[00:42.36] And feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
[00:44.37] I go to Hell,
[00:44.91] Welcome to the corpse of me
[00:45.95] Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
[00:48.20] It's kinda weird,
[00:48.98] Lately I've been feeling like the only way
[00:50.48] For me to get away is if I poured a drink
[00:52.27] That's more deceit,
[00:53.02] More defeat
[00:53.77] Is this really what I'm born to be?
[00:55.28] That's what you get for thinking you're unique
[00:56.78] So poor but I'm so wealthy
[00:58.28] Need help but you can't help me
[00:59.78] What else can the world sell me?
[01:01.29] Tell me
[01:01.79] Lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' out of stock
[01:03.83] But it's not healthy
[01:05.83] I don't see you like I should
[01:09.60] You look so misunderstood
[01:15.11] And I wish I could
[01:17.12] Help
[01:18.12] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:21.63] Pray to God with my arms open
[01:25.39] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[01:30.92] And I wish I could
[01:32.98] Help
[01:33.98] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:36.23] Yeah,
[01:37.00] Late nights get the best of me
[01:38.50] They know how to get to me
[01:39.75] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:42.26] But I don't wanna die,
[01:43.06] I just wanna get relief
[01:44.31] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:46.32] What is success
[01:47.57] When hope has left you?
[01:48.32] I am not a spokesman,
[01:49.33] I'm a broken record
[01:50.33] Whose sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, ah
[01:52.84] Come across like it's so easy
[01:54.34] But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.84] When I feel like you don't need me
[01:57.35] Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:58.85] And my life has no meaning,
[02:00.11] Dreaming
[02:00.86] Hands out, tryna ask for love
[02:02.11] But when I get it I just pass it up
[02:03.86] Throw it away and think about it later
[02:05.12] Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:06.17] I wish I could give you what you needed
[02:07.43] But I can't I'm scared because
[02:09.70] I don't see you like I should
[02:13.73] You look so misunderstood
[02:19.00] And I wish I could help
[02:22.00] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:25.51] Pray to God with my arms open
[02:29.52] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[02:35.03] And I wish I could help
[02:38.04] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.80] I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.81] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.81] Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.82] Can't stand who I am but it don't matter
[02:48.82] We scream to be free but I stay captured
[02:50.83] Knee deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:52.83] Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking
[02:54.60] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[02:59.62] But I can't have it
[03:02.89] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[03:07.70] But I can't have it
[03:10.70] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[03:13.73] I don't see you like I should
[03:17.74] You look so misunderstood
[03:23.00] And I wish I could help
[03:26.01] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:29.52] Pray to God with my arms open
[03:33.53] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[03:39.04] And I wish I could help
[03:42.05] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:47.57] Hate myself
[03:50.08] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:55.59] Hate myself
[03:58.10] But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:03.11] And I hate myself
[04:06.12] It's kind of hard when I hate myself
[04:11.38] I hate myself
[04:14.39] It's hard when I hate myself
