JOKER
[00:12.81] Give me the beat and a mic, give me the freedom to write
[00:14.35] Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night
[00:16.00] Give me the pen and the pad, give me a couple of stans
[00:17.50] Gave you a percentage but I'm taking home all of the bag
[00:18.90] Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me
[00:21.15] And call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come
[00:22.80] And inject me with whatever they're smoking man, I'm sick!
[00:25.95] But I think you know that already
[00:27.70] You call me evil but how would you know it
[00:29.21] Unless you live it already?
[00:30.86] You think you're better right?
[00:32.36] Because nobodies seen what you've done in the dark
[00:33.86] But if I put your life in this light
[00:35.12] You would crumble and fight to survive or die
[00:36.75] But bitch I fucking knew that already
[00:38.65] I ain't special
[00:40.55] But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid
[00:42.69] For judging a human, while you sit at home
[00:44.22] And the whole world judge can't watch what you doing
[00:45.36] Or follow and hate all your movements
[00:46.65] I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it
[00:48.30] Are sicker than me, and I'm sick enough I just might lose it
[00:51.06] Yeah, you think you know me 'cause you double tap on a picture
[00:53.07] I hate the fact that you judge me, it's driving me crazy
[00:54.97] So when it's too deep I say, "Fuck it" and drown in some liquor
[00:57.12] I write these verses in blood, I got chapters
[00:58.77] For days 'cause my heart is my biblical scripture
[01:00.16] And I ain't a prophet but I can predict
[01:01.30] That you'll never catch happiness till you're the pitcher
[01:02.95] So please continue to laugh
[01:04.34] If I'm a clown, you a circus act
[01:05.85] When I rap it's in a surgeons mask
[01:07.35] 'Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion
[01:09.99] From first to last
[01:10.88] Then cut back with a message that's hidden in melody
[01:12.64] Making them think and ask
[01:13.89] If I was the one on the table pushing, giving birth to rap
[01:16.40] Maybe it was me
[01:17.15] Maybe you like all my music but don't really actually love me
[01:19.41] Maybe you just want a picture
[01:20.80] Maybe you just want to see me 'cause you need some money
[01:22.71] Maybe you think that I'm happy
[01:23.96] Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole
[01:26.72] When it's actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me
[01:28.62] I think I'm sick
[01:29.52] I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic
[01:31.78] I got a problem
[01:32.78] I'm in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick
[01:34.95] She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women
[01:36.84] Who love me 'cause they think I'm rich
[01:37.98] And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care
[01:39.99] But I really do not give a shit
[01:41.38] So what's your excuse, what helps you sleep?
[01:43.64] You leave a negative comment
[01:44.89] Not knowing that what you sow, you will reap
[01:47.04] I bet you smile when you post, thinking you're hurting me
[01:49.94] But you see the way the brain works
[01:51.98] You become what you speak
[01:53.12] I need peace, but y'all can't offer that
[01:56.41] I held my ground, I didn't sell my soul
[01:57.81] I said fuck the fame, y'all can't take that offer back
[01:59.56] Fuck a shelf, you can't take me off the rack
[02:01.20] All the fame is not worth a heart attack
[02:02.59] You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you're saying
[02:06.60] But my bad, I forgot you were fragile
[02:09.00] I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole
[02:11.76] I forgot that I'm a villain
[02:13.51] I forgot that I've always spread positivity, but you think I didn't
[02:17.05] I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence
[02:20.09] I forgot I'm better off alone
[02:21.88] I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own
[02:24.79] I forget I spend every waking second on my phone-
[02:31.56] Come join my circus, I'm recruiting
[02:34.45] I'm taking everyone who passes judgement
[02:35.96] Bitch, that's including everyone who thinks it's so amusing
[02:38.85] To put me down while I'm pursuing
[02:40.50] The keyboard warriors that live online
[02:41.64] Behind a screen that's just an illusion
[02:43.54] Come, come, come, come join my circus
[02:45.68] You fucking pricks
[02:47.08] I'll fuck you till you love me, then pay you to do some tricks
[02:50.12] I don't need a doctor, I need a bag of nails and bricks
[02:52.01] To lay down on the floor
[02:53.51] So if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt
[02:56.30] When you tried to come sink my ship
[02:57.95] Let me explain, you all help me financially gain
[03:00.09] But I spend my money on mental health books
[03:01.59] And read them just to control all my pain
[03:02.98] I don't wear clothes, but bought this chain
[03:04.74] And just like you this chain is fake
[03:06.49] I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness
[03:08.90] Written on my fucking face
[03:11.29] What'd you expect?
[03:12.18] Did you think I was immune to what you were saying
[03:13.73] And didn't see all of the disrespect?
[03:15.37] Do you think I'm not human, have no feelings?
[03:17.41] Or maybe you think I'm fucking weak and now I'm pleading
[03:20.07] Maybe you think I'm just too good
[03:21.85] And that I'm fucking cheating?
[03:23.88] Or maybe, just maybe
[03:27.02] You're blind and the hate inside your heart
[03:29.07] Clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme
[03:32.22] Even though we all know I'm one of the best of all time (all time)
[03:37.98] Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch and I can't-
[03:41.14] Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league
[03:44.16] Stop saying I don't believe in God just because you can't read
[03:47.21] Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed
[03:50.50] I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me
