Family

[00:14.99] Taste bitter on a guilty tongue

[00:19.16] It's hard to see I'm the chosen one

[00:26.43] Fake friends with a camera phone

[00:32.45] Ugly, drunk, cold and missin' home

[00:38.11] This home of mine, I see it in my dreams

[00:44.01] But everyone looks happy, and everyone still likes me

[00:51.44] This home of mine, I miss it all the time

[00:57.05] What happened to this family? What happened to this family?

[01:04.57] I let you down

[01:06.33] Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards

[01:11.36] Being thoughtful can be so hard

[01:18.13] First 15 years I'm the favourite son

[01:24.29] Last 15 years I'm the hated one

[01:29.45] This heart of mine gets blacker all the time

[01:36.31] Affection makes me nauseous

[01:38.72] Believe me, I don't want this

[01:41.97] I hurt my blood tonight, I made my sisters cry

[01:48.01] I never say 'I love you' even though I want to

[01:54.79] I'm just my father's son, my mother's kid

[02:01.06] A shitty brother, I'm nobody's friend

[02:07.98] And this is all my fault, I only make you cry

[02:13.61] I don't deserve this family, you're better off without me

[02:20.88] 'Cause I let you down and I lost my fucking mind

[02:26.65] And everything got messy and everyone got angry

[02:33.02] I cursed my blood tonight, it happens all the time

[02:39.44] Is everyone against me? Has everyone goddamned me?

[02:46.22] What happened to this family?

[02:52.25] What happened to this family?

[02:58.27] What happened to this family?

[03:03.02] What happened to this family?

[03:26.36] Don't hate me, don't hate me

[03:33.41] Don't let me drown

[03:39.93] I hate goodbyes, so cringy I could die

[03:46.11] We only say 'I love you' 'cause that's what we're supposed to

[03:53.48] And most families lie, but I meant it every time

[03:59.50] And treat you like you're worthless, I never said I'm perfect