pretty toxic revolver

[00:15.30] Danger

[00:16.81] One of us just lost our savior

[00:19.32] Gotta maintain when you're going insane so I say this prayer

[00:22.33] Dear God, why do I need this medicine to control my anger?

[00:26.08] And do you even exist? They're trying to say it's a myth

[00:29.09] Lotta things left unsaid

[00:30.35] Lotta things left unanswered

[00:31.85] My aunt just passed from cancer

[00:32.85] Dad just got out of rehab

[00:34.11] And mom's never gonna show up, gotta grow up

[00:36.87] Ride with me through the memories inside of me

[00:38.88] 'Til the nights I was hooked on the ivory

[00:40.88] Head hurting all week 'cause of bad coke

[00:42.64] Then the same week Peep overdosed, that's fucked up

[00:45.15] But I guess I lucked up

[00:46.23] And I feel this pain

[00:47.24] Because it probably won't be until the day I die that they love us

[00:50.50] But trust every nomination I don't get

[00:52.75] Every list that I ain't on

[00:54.26] Is a reminder of why I wrote songs in the first place

[00:56.51] As a way to escape where I came from

[00:58.27] This just my pretty toxic heavy conscience

[01:03.03] Weighing on my soul

[01:06.80] Six shots in my revolver

[01:10.56] When I'm on my own

[01:13.31] Play this song

[01:14.57] On the first day I am gone, I do not want you to cry

[01:18.33] Legends never die, I hope our story's told

[01:21.59] And the year spent on that road

[01:23.60] Before they came to our shows

[01:25.35] We were creating our lane, I hope they pave it in gold

[01:28.11] Take me home, somewhere I belong

[01:31.88] Somewhere foreign looks like Dali's drawing

[01:35.06] Yeah, isn't it funny that whenever you got a vision

[01:37.57] A mission and a couple of plans to go with it

[01:39.32] Somebody gotta come along mad and damage it like a cancer

[01:41.58] That inhabits never banishes

[01:43.10] I managed to smoke five grams of cannabis

[01:44.83] I still keep my stamina for the fans and the goddamn cameras

[01:48.13] That attack my stance like evangelists

[01:49.89] I said truth and they couldn't handle it

[01:52.15] So when it sinks you stand in it

[01:54.42] I guess this is my titanic

[01:55.92] With no James Cameron to direct this draft of it

[01:57.43] Just my pretty toxic heavy conscience

[02:02.20] Weighing on my soul

[02:05.75] Six shots in my revolver

[02:09.51] When I'm on my own

[02:11.77] Back against the wall, they got me anxious

[02:14.28] Helpless, frigid, cold

[02:16.79] Late nights drinking on my own

[02:20.81] Now I'm fearless, Al Capone

[02:24.31] To my dearest, I ain't gone