[00:11.38] Thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air
[00:14.14] Must I care for nothing more than myself? Do I dare?
[00:16.65] Admit the fraught thoughts cavorting? Resorting in inner-directed mourning
[00:19.66] For the part of me that was selfless but left without a warning
[00:22.43] Well, that's what I said, but maybe it's the fact that I detest
[00:25.21] This obsession with myself that leaves a mess inside my head
[00:27.96] Oh shit, I'm doing it again, repelling any potential friend
[00:30.97] Revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend
[00:34.23] Anything bigger than myself, but in the end I still pretend
[00:36.98] Condescending anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time
[00:39.74] Watching me as I achieve my secret social mission
[00:42.25] To drain people with my boring stories and opinions
[00:45.26] To see the bigger picture takes intelligence and wisdom
[00:48.02] But I won't see nothing more with just myself in my vision
[00:51.03] Aah...
[01:24.61] I go outside a blitz of faces unwilling to confess to any empathy
[01:27.87] Endlessly incessantly declining any pleasantries
[01:30.88] Heavily breathing, socially teething, I'm open like a vivisection
[01:33.39] Intense tendency to dwell, seething over misconnections
[01:36.40] Infected by my perceptions that I'm a non-entity
[01:39.16] Project my insecurity until intensity is weaponry
[01:41.91] Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived whilst I was dreaming
[01:44.17] Awake! Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I'm still believing that
[01:47.43] This is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep
[01:50.19] As I helplessly watch them fade whilst I awake, I try and keep them alive
[01:53.45] Incomparable with life but eventually they die
[01:55.71] And the brain I used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie
[01:58.71] When inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality
[02:01.74] Through lucid dreaming I decimate the limitations of actuality
[02:04.49] Capacity practically eternal, mortality external
[02:07.52] No God but I investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal
[02:10.03] Internally existing without morality creates profanities without the travesty
[02:13.79] And compared to the apathy of realness I reveal my own insanity
[02:16.29] The majesty of fantasy protects me from tragedy
[02:19.05] Normality's effects traject the agony of rationality
[02:21.31] Which thankfully penetrates with no avail to my unreality
[02:24.07] An elaborately designed privately owned spiral galaxy
[02:27.08] Financially I'm failing, naturally decaying
[02:29.83] Soon I'll have no safe place to sleep if these bills still need paying
[02:32.84] Displaying cravings with open eyes for something mind expanding
[02:35.60] For when I drift away I see the totality of understanding
[02:38.36] Aah...
