brutal
[00:00.18] ㅤㅤ
[00:13.02] I want it to be, like, messy
[00:13.84] ㅤ
[00:21.33] I'm so insecure, I think
[00:23.34] That I'll die before I drink
[00:25.37] And I'm so caught up in the news
[00:27.14] Of who likes me and who hates you
[00:29.15] And I'm so tired that I might
[00:30.95] Quit my job, start a new life
[00:32.96] And they'd all be so disappointed
[00:34.74] 'Cause who am I if not exploited?
[00:37.01] And I'm so sick of seventeen
[00:38.77] Where's my fucking teenage dream?
[00:40.78] If someone tells me one more time
[00:42.84] "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry
[00:44.59] And I don't stick up for myself
[00:46.61] I'm anxious, and nothing can help
[00:48.62] And I wish I'd done this before
[00:50.15] And I wish people liked me more
[00:51.92] ㅤ
[00:52.43] All I did was try my best
[00:54.19] This the kinda thanks I get?
[00:56.20] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
[01:00.23] They say these are the golden years
[01:02.01] But I wish I could disappear
[01:03.79] Ego crush is so severe
[01:05.82] God, it's brutal out here
[01:07.83] ㅤ
[01:11.38] (Yeah)
[01:11.90] ㅤ
[01:15.70] I feel like no one wants me
[01:17.70] And I hate the way I'm perceived
[01:19.46] I only have two real friends
[01:21.47] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
[01:23.23] 'Cause I love people I don't like
[01:25.29] And I hate every song I write
[01:27.31] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
[01:29.08] And I can't even parallel park
[01:30.85] ㅤ
[01:31.35] All I did was try my best
[01:32.86] This the kinda thanks I get?
[01:35.13] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
[01:38.90] They say these are the golden years
[01:40.68] But I wish I could disappear
[01:42.71] Ego crush is so severe
[01:44.74] God, it's brutal out here
[01:46.50] ㅤ
[01:50.31] (Yeah)
[01:51.06] (Just havin' a really good time)
[01:53.08] ㅤ
[02:03.72] Got a broken ego, broken heart
[02:08.81] (Yeah, it's brutal out here, yeah, it's brutal out here)
[02:12.61] And God, I don't even know where to start
[02:19.67] ㅤ
[02:20.73] By Azizkaan Kayar
[02:21.24] ㅤ
