To My Youth

[00:27.49] At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world

[00:33.02] The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night

[00:38.58] Will I feel better if I just disappeared?

[00:44.10] I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me

[00:49.12] During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain

[00:54.65] I hated myself for not being able to receive love

[01:00.16] My mom and my dad, they're only looking at me

[01:05.69] It's not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away

[01:10.97] What do I do?

[01:13.76] What do I do?

[01:16.51] What do I do?

[01:19.27] What do I do?

[01:25.56] The saying time is medicine was really true for me

[01:31.07] As the days went by, I really got better

[01:36.36] But sometimes, when I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again

[01:42.15] I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness

[01:47.17] Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful

[01:52.44] I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away

[01:57.97] My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me

[02:03.51] This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away

[02:12.05] But still, maybe I can be

[02:15.81] A bright light in this world

[02:22.61] Maybe after all of that pain

[02:26.42] I can shortly shine a light

[02:34.20] So I couldn't give up

[02:37.21] I couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night

[02:44.98] Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this

[02:50.79] I will find myself

[03:17.90] How painful must it have been?

[03:23.42] How painful must it have been?

[03:28.94] How high must my hopes have been?