Blue & Grey

[00:15.07] Where is my angel?

[00:18.06] The end of a tiring day

[00:22.07] Someone come and save me, please

[00:26.07] Is overshadowed by a sigh

[00:29.81] I guess everyone's happy

[00:32.06] Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey

[00:38.06] The tears reflected in the mirror mean

[00:40.80] My colors hid in the smile, blue and grey

[00:46.31] I really don’t know what went wrong

[00:51.05] I grew up with a blue question mark in my mind

[00:54.81] Maybe that’s why I’ve been fighting for my life

[00:58.79] But looking behind, I’m standing hеre dazed

[01:01.06] The powеrful shadow swallows me

[01:03.06] The question mark is still blue

[01:05.06] Is it anxiety or depression?

[01:06.82] Am I just an animal that regrets

[01:08.55] Or is it me born out of loneliness?

[01:10.56] I still don't know, the ferocious blue

[01:13.07] I hope I don't get eaten away, I'll find the exit

[01:19.31] I just wanna be happier

[01:22.04] Melt me, I'm cold

[01:25.83] I've reached out my hand countless times

[01:29.30] The echo is colorless

[01:33.07] Oh, this ground feels so heavier

[01:37.30] I am singing by myself

[01:41.56] I just wanna be happier

[01:45.03] Am I being too greedy?

[01:50.79] I still feel my heart

[01:53.63] Breathe faster like when

[01:57.13] I walked on the cold winter streets

[02:06.14] Don't say you're fine

[02:09.88] 'Cause you're not

[02:13.38] Please don't leave me alone, it hurts too much

[02:21.15] The road I always walk and the light I always receive

[02:24.41] But today seems like an unfamiliar scene

[02:25.90] Have I become used to it or have I collapsed?

[02:29.38] This piece of metal does feel heavy

[02:31.63] A grey rhino approaches

[02:33.41] I just stand there without focus

[02:35.38] I don't feel like myself at this moment

[02:37.63] I'm just not scared

[02:39.65] I don't believe in a God called conviction

[02:41.63] Words like 'color' embarrass me

[02:43.38] The wide grey zone is comfortable

[02:45.14] With hundreds of millions of grey faces

[02:46.88] When it rains, I dance

[02:47.90] Over this city, my world

[02:49.13] Raise a toast to

[02:50.63] The fog on clear days

[02:51.39] And all the dust always

[02:52.39] Here with me on rainy days

[02:54.13] I just wanna be happier

[02:58.17] Please feel the warmth in my hands

[03:01.86] They're cold, that's why I need more of you

[03:10.40] Oh, this ground feels so heavier

[03:14.63] I am singing by myself

[03:17.42] If I laugh in the future far away

[03:22.38] I'll tell you that I did

[03:57.88] After secretly taking back words floating in the air

[04:04.64] I now fall asleep at dawn, good night