PHD
[00:01.50] Doctor, I feel like I was poisoned
[00:06.28] I haven't showed any signs or warning
[00:12.13] I'm sick of the pills I'm fighting
[00:17.17] I'm somewhere between a new life and dying
[00:23.28] I don't know who I am
[00:25.67] I don't know who I am
[00:28.33] I don't know who I am
[00:30.18] But I know who I want to be
[00:32.31] Alright, I'm scared and angry
[00:34.17] Five years in a blur
[00:35.23] Misdiagnosed, had nothing wrong with me to cure
[00:37.62] I listened, I was just a kid
[00:40.28] No voice from myself, I hold up and hid
[00:42.67] Didn't have no one to talk to
[00:44.26] Only felt pain, barely felt at all
[00:46.66] I was so drained
[00:47.98] Couldn't laugh or cry
[00:49.05] No lows or highs
[00:50.37] I was so numb, you could stick a needle in my eye
[00:53.30] How do I explain what it was like?
[00:55.69] The new doc explained they had it wrong my whole life
[00:58.07] This whole time bеlieving it was from my dad
[01:00.74] Docs write prescriptions quick as thеy can
[01:03.39] They're getting spiffed with pharma gifts
[01:05.78] I was a cog, a number on a list
[01:08.70] I can't go back to black
[01:10.83] (I can't go back to black)
[01:13.75] Doctor, I feel like I was poisoned
[01:17.73] I haven't showed any signs or warning
[01:23.58] I'm sick of the pills I'm fighting
[01:28.63] I'm somewhere between a new life and dying
[01:34.73] I don't know who I am
[01:37.12] I don't know who I am
[01:38.72] I stopped taking the pills, scary at first
[01:41.63] A wave of emotion, and one sudden burst
[01:44.03] No longer in my shell, feeling flooded my brain
[01:46.68] Dropped fifty five pounds, broke out of my cage
[01:49.07] I could laugh again, I could cry again
[01:51.74] I could feel love and I made some new friends
[01:54.39] For the first time in many damn years
[01:56.78] Had my life back and I was steering
[02:00.76] Doctor, I'm clean of this poison
[02:05.01] I have set myself free, I can breathe again
[02:10.59] I'm a new version of me learning who I am
[02:16.17] Trusting myself, I got a plan
[02:21.75] Now I know who I am
[02:24.40] Now I know who I am
[02:26.80] Now I know who I am
[02:28.65] I'm getting my PHD
[02:32.11] Now I know who I am
[02:34.49] Now I know who I am
[02:37.15] Now I know who I am
[02:38.75] I'm getting my PHD
