Popular Monster

[00:01.55] Yeah!

[00:06.07] I wake up every morning, with my head up in a daze

[00:08.77] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway

[00:11.71] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase

[00:14.65] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah?

[00:17.82] I battle with depression, but the question still remains

[00:20.22] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?

[00:23.40] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase

[00:26.05] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?

[00:29.25] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day

[00:31.92] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage

[00:35.11] And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me!

[00:39.88] 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out

[00:46.54] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

[00:46.78] I'm a popular, popular monster

[00:52.36] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart

[01:01.16] I'm a popular, popular monster

[01:10.21] I think I'm going nowhere, like a rat trapped in a maze

[01:12.87] Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace

[01:15.52] I'm gonna race against myself and try to keep a steady pace

[01:18.45] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

[01:21.64] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste

[01:24.31] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take

[01:27.23] But my therapist won't tell me that I'm going through a stage

[01:30.15] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay

[01:33.87] Motherfucker, now you got my attention

[01:35.98] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing

[01:38.64] And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?

[01:41.57] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified

[01:46.35] I fell asleep at the wheel again

[01:47.68] Crashed my car just to feel again

[01:51.13] Obliterate me, disintegrate me, annihilate me!

[01:54.06] 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out

[02:02.02] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

[02:05.22] I'm a popular, popular monster

[02:08.13] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart

[02:16.91] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster

[02:24.07] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker!

[02:25.93] We're sick and tired of wondering

[02:34.69] Praying to a God that you don't believe

[02:37.35] You're searching for the truth in the lost and found

[02:40.00] So the question I ask is: Where the fuck is your God now?

[02:55.14] 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out

[03:01.79] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

[03:04.98] I'm a popular, popular monster

[03:07.90] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart

[03:16.40] I'm a popular, popular monster

[03:25.44] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

[03:28.35] I'm a popular, popular monster