Josh A, NEFFEX - Sober

[00:01.78] We got a problem in America

[00:03.11] Too many people dying, yeah, but we don't really care enough

[00:05.76] Addiction through the roof but way too caught up in hysteria

[00:08.42] Too busy on our phone to see the problems in our area

[00:11.07] Man, I don't wanna preach but everything's been getting scarier

[00:13.74] It's easy to ignore a problem until they got a barrier, yuh

[00:16.39] Big Pharma's gettin' rich they're probably thinking its hilarious

[00:19.05] While people out here dying man it's feeling so nefarious

[00:21.44] Been through it all myself

[00:22.76] I wouldn't wish that on nobody else

[00:24.36] Everyday was hell, but I was lucky that I found help

[00:26.75] But most don't get a chance to overcome an escape

[00:29.14] And some just ending up beside a grave

[00:31.53] Some just swallow pain and keep on carrying that burden

[00:33.92] Inside 'em and they don't wanna let their family down

[00:36.20] They suffer in silence, until their mental health's declining

[00:38.33] But they gotta keep climbing

[00:39.66] I'm writing this for ones that won't let all their problems

[00:41.79] Define 'em, and I see it

[00:42.58] So can I get my soul back? ,I'm sick of being someone

[00:46.56] I don't wanna be, cause I been such a let down

[00:51.61] I let all my friends down

[00:54.27] I just want a way out of my darkest days

[00:56.65] I just wanna know when all of my pain will

[00:59.84] Just be over 'till then I just wanna be sober

[01:03.83] I need something to get me out of this reality

[01:06.49] Feels like a dream, no, a nightmare drowning me

[01:09.14] I look around I feel like everyone surrounding me

[01:11.53] Doubting me, anxiety is peakin

[01:13.39] heart is pounding please (Help)

[01:14.98] I need a change in my life, from pain and the strife

[01:17.38] It's draining me out, could blame my own lies

[01:19.77] I tell myself that I'm pretty much worthless

[01:22.16] But that ain't true just haven't found my purpose

[01:25.35] I got this I could come back

[01:27.47] I'm alive in this world it ain't so bad

[01:30.12] I'm not saying that life's not hard

[01:32.52] You're covered in scars

[01:33.58] but still you didn't fall apart

[01:34.91] So don't give up on your dreams

[01:37.56] I know it may seem like your splittin' at the seams

[01:40.22] But if you're the hero in this film

[01:42.87] Everybody likes a comeback story to tell

[01:45.26] So can I get my soul back?

[01:46.60] I'm sick of being someone

[01:49.51] I don't wanna be, cause I been such a let down

[01:54.84] I let all my friends down

[01:57.23] I just want a way out of my darkest days

[01:59.61] I just wanna know when all of my pain will

[02:02.80] Just be over 'till then I just wanna be sober