Understand by BoyWithUke

[00:15.10] Girl, I hope you understand

[00:16.96] I wanted to hold your hand

[00:19.09] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then

[00:23.87] And you knew I fell for you but you

[00:26.26] Just broke my heart in two

[00:28.38] I was sad, mad and broken on my bed

[00:31.04] Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

[00:33.18] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

[00:35.57] When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead

[00:37.69] And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat

[00:40.08] I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"

[00:42.48] So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе

[00:44.87] And when I started making sensе

[00:46.20] I found that I had reached the end

[00:47.26] Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends

[00:48.36] You wanna bet you're just pretend?

[00:49.68] You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing

[00:51.34] You're not shit

[00:52.14] I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did

[00:55.85] I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived

[01:00.37] They were my neighbors, razor blades

[01:03.29] And different flavored pills I hid

[01:05.15] Therefore I'm at surely my last straw

[01:08.36] I'm so gassed, stuck in the past,

[01:09.95] I said that

[01:10.77] Girl, I hope you understand

[01:13.16] I wanted to hold your hand

[01:15.02] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then

[01:20.07] And so far I never held you with my arms

[01:22.19] So it's hard to be the one you aren't

[01:24.85] With instead filled with anxiety

[01:27.24] Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be

[01:29.37] Somebody 'cause it's not me

[01:30.43] I'm not used to all the talk, it was an introvert

[01:32.60] That had converted feelings into writing

[01:33.93] Used to cope with all my problems

[01:35.53] Using notes and lots of rhyming

[01:36.59] Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying

[01:38.21] I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back

[01:41.14] To the times I would try be the guy the people know

[01:43.27] I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids

[01:45.66] On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot

[01:48.05] Oh the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray

[01:50.97] I feel it coursing through my veins

[01:53.37] I said before I'm not okay

[01:55.49] But you don't listen anyway

[01:58.14] You know I tried, you turned away

[02:00.27] Straight out lied right to my face

[02:02.39] You fucked my life, ruined my day

[02:05.05] But you don't know, so I'll say

[02:07.44] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did

[02:09.30] (And you don't know, so I'll say)

[02:12.22] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it

[02:15.41] (So I'll say)

[02:16.74] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did

[02:19.13] (And you don't know, so I'll say)

[02:21.52] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it

[02:24.20] (So I'll say)

[02:25.52] Girl, I hope you understand

[02:27.65] I wanted to hold your hand

[02:30.04] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then

[02:34.55] And too bad I know I can't wake up

[02:36.68] Because I lost my weight and you don't give a fuck

[02:39.34] About me, this could be a dream, I can't see

[02:42.01] The things that you see, so please, oh

[02:43.87] Girl, I hope you understand

[02:46.27] I wanted to hold your hand

[02:48.39] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then

[02:53.43] And you know I'll play along you

[02:55.82] In my home I wrote you songs

[02:57.95] And now you're dead to me effectively

[03:00.34] Removed yourself outside my dream