To My Youth

[00:27.45] At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world

[00:33.53] The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night

[00:38.89] Will I feel better if I just disappeared?

[00:44.47] I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me

[00:49.77] During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain

[00:55.14] I hated myself for not being able to receive love

[01:00.69] My mom and my dad, they’re only looking at me

[01:06.35] It’s not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away

[01:12.18] What do I do?

[01:14.36] What do I do?

[01:17.01] What do I do?

[01:19.89] What do I do?

[01:26.03] The saying time is medicine was really true for me

[01:31.30] As the days went by, I really got better

[01:36.66] But sometimes, when I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again

[01:42.24] I’m afraid that someone will take away this happiness

[01:47.56] Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful

[01:53.20] I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn’t go away

[01:58.76] My friends, all these people, they’re only looking at me

[02:04.12] This isn’t how I really am but I keep getting farther away

[02:12.83] But still, maybe I can be

[02:16.33] A bright light in this world

[02:23.21] Maybe after all of that pain

[02:26.13] I can shortly shine a light

[02:29.04] So I couldn’t give up

[02:35.17] I couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night

[02:41.28] Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this

[02:46.07] I will find myself

[03:21.20] How painful must it have been?

[03:21.73] How painful must it have been?

[03:27.07] How high must my hopes have been?