Panic attack

[00:14.82] Typical of me to go and ruin the party

[00:18.33] Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted

[00:22.07] They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a ma-macabre Barbie (I love you)

[00:29.82] My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him

[00:33.58] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11

[00:37.08] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

[00:41.08] I hate that I'm so

[00:45.08] Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations

[00:51.46] Sucker for a little devastation

[00:56.42] And this always happens

[01:00.16] Panic attacks in paradise

[01:03.91] Piña coladas, I'm terrified

[01:07.38] I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright

[01:11.11] I'm havin' the best time of my life

[01:14.96] Panic attacks in paradise

[01:18.63] Hyperventilating under candy skies

[01:22.43] Tellin' myself that this is fine

[01:25.93] I'm havin' the best time of my life

[01:30.68] It's a big joke

[01:32.43] Ha ha, I love laughin'

[01:34.69] It's a big hoax

[01:36.45] Your self-help happy

[01:38.43] 'Cause I'm okay

[01:40.18] I'm pure propane

[01:41.96] On an open flame

[01:43.31] Watch me blow up

[01:44.81] My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him

[01:48.31] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11

[01:51.80] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

[01:56.07] I hate that I'm so

[01:59.81] Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations

[02:06.31] Sucker for a little devastation

[02:11.57] And this always happens

[02:14.82] Panic attacks in paradise

[02:18.55] Piña coladas, I'm terrified

[02:22.32] I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright

[02:26.09] I'm havin' the best time of my life

[02:29.85] Panic attacks in paradise

[02:33.59] Hyperventilating under candy skies

[02:37.09] Tellin' myself that this is fine

[02:40.84] I'm havin' the best time of my life